Crois en moi

Exhausted.

2009-06-11T13:47:00.004+08:00

currently i'm really really worn out, been going out straight for the past 2 days from morning till night, soo yeah, on the 9th of june met hafiz at 12 pm and we decided to go to mc d's and chill cause we've got like somethings to show to each other soo yeah, suprised. after chillin and takin our lunch we decided to catch a movie ok believe it or not we watched hannah montana! went to amk hub to watch it cause that was the only available time as we were still waiting for dnah to call us to confirm whether is she meeting us or not. soo yeah the show started at 5 and god it was good, really enjoyed myself and after that we had briyani for dinner which was awesome, and after dinner we just walked around amk hub, find a spot and we just chilled and talked till like 10+ then i made my way home and by then i was really drained and i had to sleep early cause the next day i'm going to meet mya and najib at 2.30!

met myaa at bugis at around 3 and waited for najib to get his interview over and done with! which took like less than an hour, soo we walked around bugis junction since it's been quite some time since i've last walked there, the weather was really humid actually so me and myaa waited for najib over milkshake at mac donald's and god it was good. after najib was done, met him at the bus stop and made our way to peninsula cause myaa wanted to get her camera lens cover and so we did, then we went straight to marina square to get some pictures, ok well actually we got lots of pictures, myaa brought her's and i brought mine, soo there was over 300 pictures, it was chaos! plus the sun was really in our face! after taking tons and tons of pictures we decided to chill at starbucks and i now got lots of movies all thanks to myaa!!!! and i'm suppose to be going out today but i just can't. i need a massage, a.s.a.p.

B'day, still!

2009-06-06T15:02:00.002+08:00

And so it looks like the birthday fever is still in, on the 4th of june, elfi told me to meet him up at wisma atria's taxi stand at 5.45, he was late and so was i , soo we went and get some stuff first and then we got into the taxi, soo the thing is, i don't know where we were going and in my head i was only thinking that i'm going somewhere only with him, which was cool, soo yeah for all i know we reached botanical garden, soo i was a little bit stunned, me and elf, only the 2 of us at botanical garden in the middle of the night ? and so, as i was walking and walking and walking, all of the sudden dnah,dans,hakim,xuan and yann popped out of the bushes, that's such a pleasant suprise! i was really touched, and then they brought me to the picnic area where they spelled my nick name hugely, soo yeah, i was very very pleased and touched, after that we just sat and ate the foods and played games and laughing like nobody's business, it was pure fun and laughter, we even played ice and water where we sweat like hell! and god everyone was soo scared of elfi! cause he was really fast and kept coming out of nowhere!! afterwhich we chilled for awhile and packed things up and left for orchard, girls one cab and the guys one cab, well obviously we got the cab first instead of them, we called, they walked out of the road. hah! and after that we chilled at starbucks for abit and left for home, i just wanna take this oppurturnity to thank my friends for all the hardwork that they've put in for the suprise, especially elfi and dinah, i just can't thank you guys enough!

B'day.

2009-06-04T00:46:00.003+08:00

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Two days ago, met dnah and myaa for sheesha cause it's been like a really long time since we've all went for sheesha, we decided to try a different place called sufi, it was really good, quite comfy actually, sat there till 7 then hafiz came for awhile to say hi cause he was at al-majlis with his friends and right after that xuan came and joined us and hafiz left for his friends, we decided to play card games when half-way through fiz and wan came and joined us for sheesha, soo yeah, we had sooo muchh funn, we were literally sweating from all the laughing that was going on, we played card games till like 10ish then myaa and i left for home while dnah xuan and the guys stayed on for a lil bit longer.

And the following day, which was yesterday, met elf in town to chill cause it's been quite sometime since we've chilled as he's now busy working and all, soo yeah we chilled at starbucks for a few hours then i went home with my sister.

And today, soo it's my b'day to day soo mum and dad wanted to make it special, for a start, they woke me up at 10 in the morning and ask me along for breakfast, soo yeah we went to mc d's for breakfast and i was soo full till i had to rush home to poop, haha ! then rested for awhile and around 1.30 we make our way to the zoo, cause i've been wanting to go to the for quite some time now, soo i felt that today would be the best day and no doubt i never regretted a single bit! i saw the controversial white tiger and god they were huge! and the weird monkeys and the scary alligator, soo yeah, had tons of funnn, we reached home around 6ish and had some rest, soo around i got ready again for dinner with the whole family, the inital plan was to dine in town but since my brother end's his work at around 8 we doubt that it'll be possible cause we still have to wait for my brother-in-law, so we all decided to go to airport's swensens, and yeah bumped into my cousins as they were also dining there, but we mind our own business! haha. had lotss of funnn laughing all thanks to my brother in law's stupid acts! and my brothers asking for balloons from the waitress, - -". and the staff sang happy b'day and all which was embarrassing! haha, but hands down! this is the besttttt celebrationnn everrrrr, spending it with my own beloved family. love ya guys, thanks alot! :]

down under

2009-05-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday mum caught me smoking well not really, it's just that i was at home all alone before she left ,soo i smoked and left the ash tray on the coffee table and i was soo effin stupid to throw it away, and yeah when she reached home i was already in town with elfi in gucci, suckyy, had a one hell of a lectureeeeee! but today was really good, enjoyed myself, went swimming with elfi and shahidah but the annoying part was both of them were like late, really really late, we were suppose to meet up at 2, soo when i was already on my way then elfi called and informed me that we'll be meeting at 3 instead soo yeah sat at starbucks and got myself a drink while waiting for them, soon after elfi joined and by then it was already nearing to 3.

soo we decided to make our way first to the pool as i was really excited, haha! by the time shahidah came to join us the battery was already running flat, sorry shahidah! but we still manage to take a few pictures with her, nevertheless we really enjoyed it, we also tried tanning but it didn't really worked out for me, as usual. soo yeah went to qiji to eat cause all of us were like reallyyy famish! me and shahidah had nasi lemak whereas elfi had popiah, after that i left for home cause i was too exhausted while the 2 of them went to tampines 1, i've a runny nose, damn. au revoir!

Mother.

2009-05-10T00:25:00.002+08:00

First and foremost i wanna wish my mum happy mother's day! the best mum in the world who never fails to cook for me every single day and never fails to shower me with TLC, you're the besttttt!!

soo yeah today, tons of last minute plans, haha. initially was suppose to meet amour to catch a movie but then my dad told me to follow them cause they supposedly wanted to go to expo, soo i cancelled my plan with amour, then annoyingly my second brother falls asleep soo we had to wait for him to get up cause he's the one driving us there, soo by then it was already 6+ and my dad got annoyed soo he cancelled and said that we're just staying home soo i told him i'm going out then to meet elfi at tamp, supposedly! but when i was ready to leave, dad said the trip is on and we'll be leavng after maghrib, soo yeah i had to cancel my plan with elfi, haha.

like i said we were suppose to go to expo but in the end we went to courts and ikea and god my mum enjoyed herself, haha! she did allllll the shoppingggggg, bought alot of stufff, but the best part was at ikea we took whatever we wanted and my first brother paid for it! boo ya! soo we ended up having 2 full trolleys ! haha, then we left for home all drained, we were suppose to go and have dinner but since we've too much stuff we decided to go back and straight and chill and here i am blogging away, and i most definitely enjoyed my day today! the scariest part of it all is that alot of good things have been happening to me and soo far i've been feeling really happy, hope it'll stay for goood. au revoir!

Gratified

2009-05-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

Went to tampines yesterday and met up with dinah who just came back from the phillipines and yeah she bought me some souveniors which was like really really cool! me and dinah were late as usual soo the rest went to eat first, my beloved brother in law and sis sent me to tamp but once we're in tamp they stopped me at some bus stop - -". how nice. waited for dinah at the bus stop and yeah it was nice seeing her again after a week, met the guys and they accompanied us cause me and dinah have yet to eat, went to ljs, and ouh yeah gave dans this chain that he's been bugging me for and yeah he really liked it alot!

After that went to tampines 1 cause najib and hakim still have yet to go there, went to uniqlo and bumped into acap and renni and they ended up joining us and it became one big group, went to starbucks after that and there were people like julie myaa etc etc, but soon after they had to leave cause most of them have school the next day unlike me a free bird. haha.

sister's going for her check up and yeah her stomach's getting bigger, finally, and now she loves drinking chrysanthemum tea like every day 3 cans or more, weird.

whereas for me everything's going really well. till then. au revoir!

ou weeee.

2009-04-30T12:28:00.003+08:00

I just had my medical check up at CMPB last tuesday and yeahh, lemme tell u something, it was sooo freakin boring especially the waiting time when you're half naked and waiting for your dick to be checked and it was ice cold in there! soo right now i'm pes D pending gotta do another round of check ups next month, soo yeah just gotta wait and see.

met susu last night and went to white sands to chill, suppose to meet elfi at 7 but something came up soo yeah we met him a little bit later, soo while me and susu were on our way to go to mc's i saw suzie and shahdan soo yeah met them and they joined us , soo here we are the 4 of us waiting for elfi, and as u can see elfi's rocking a totally new hair style, say goodbye to the hair flip! it's a brand new elfi.

gonna head down to tamp later on for a game of badminton with fi and dan, hope i'll win. till then. au revoir!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!

2009-04-24T02:14:00.003+08:00

Today's my dad 59th birthday, gosh, he is that all. but still the best eventhough he's strict and all, soo yeah it was a so called last minute celebration but before that i was at town having another celebration for man's belated birthday which was actually on the 17th, but yeah it all went smooth, got him some macarons from canele and we customized it and it turned out really really nice! got him the twilight book cause he wants it soo yeah we just had a small celebration then i gotta leave cause my family wanna go to sempang to have dinner,soo we took the train to tanah merah cause my brother picked me up from tanah merah mrt station soo while waiting for him we had a small cam whore moment,haha. and when i reached , there was lots of people there as per usual, we had our dinner at spize and it was off the hook! after dinner we talked and talked and when back homeee. soon it'll be dinah's birthday and she'll be going to the phillipines.

happy birthday daddy-o and happy belated birthday sulaiman!

ice ice baby.

2009-04-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

And finally a break... phewww. been working full shift straight this whole week with only 1 pathetic day off, but i still went out to starbucks with elfi dnah and dans just to chill, take a break have a starbucks. haha. soo yeahh, today i'm really proud of myself and so is everyone of me. hahaha! cause it's the last day of the bazaar right soo all we have left was just the suits and it's my first time selling suits actually, cause it's really tedious as there's sooooo manyyyy cuts and designs, like casual suit , dinner suit,formal suit etc etc. soo yeah i managed to sell about 5 suits i think and 1 which was 880 bucks, it's absurdly overpriced and fyi it's on 60% discount, the nett price was 2179 bucks! crazy, and yet the mother still bought the suit for the kid, gosh. after packing up we had to sit at isetan till 6.30 then we could leave, soo we played stupid stupid games and just talked crap and i was really sleepy and still am.

after that we headed down to pizza hut, cause the initial plan was to go swensens but can't find any in town, went to fish and co but there's no place so we all ended up having pizza hut, and god they sure ordered alot! but yeah, really really had soo much fun, gonna miss it man, going to the boutique next month for the GSS, hope i'll come out alive, and ouh yeah, fyi hugo boss is hiring! haha. ok i need to go to bed now, looking forward to the weekends! things have officially changed from now on.

an apology to elfi, sorry cause i fell asleep while talking to you last night hor! really sleepy ah! sorry hor! hahaha. au revoir!

SEX

2009-04-08T13:40:00.004+08:00

This is what you get when you're just too free at home and there's nothing else that can be done.

love

2009-04-07T17:55:00.002+08:00

it's pouring and outside, and the weather's effing cold, which really is tempting me to sleep, but then again i just woke up. last saturday my brother in law decided to bring all of us to watch fast and furious since he's and avid fan of cars, soo yeah my sister, my first brother his fiancee and i together with abg an's siblings and one of his friend went to causeway point's cineleisure at 11.45 cause the movie's starts around 12.15, the movie was not that bad, it's just that there wasn't really much action, the storyline focus more on drugs rather than the cars, soo a little bit boring.

went to work on sunday and god the place looks soo damn nice after the renovation, all i had to do was just arrange some shits and i get paid, easy job ! hahaha. besides that there's nothing else that's new. ouh yeah, that's my sister with her new hair, ok not so new it was since last month, and soon you'll see a bulge in the tummy, insya'allah!

au revoir.

laughter.

2009-04-04T00:18:00.002+08:00

As you can see yesterday was a little bit a hectic, me and elfi met jessica in the afternoon to go to the grand hyatt hotel for the FJ benjamin sale, which was like crazy i tell u, it was sooo damn bloody packed like as if everything's for free, but no doubt the prices were really drop dead cheap, soo yeah it was a good bargain, got myself a lalique ring, really nice, all black. soo yeah after that jessy had to go to work soo me and elfi went to visit marni at pedder red for a smoke break while waiting for dinah to arrive, around 6 we went to starbucks cause dinah was already reaching soon got our drinks and started to chat and laugh our hearts out till i saw esha walking towards our direction!
coincedentally she was also meeting her friend who was sitting right behind our table, what a small world, soo yeah we all joined tables and chit chat and around 8 dans and haddy came down and joined us and that's where we rule the starbucks, haha. had lots of fun playing all those games and most importantly cam-whoring, like we always do.
last but not least i'm really happy to say that my sister's finally pregnant, unbelievable though, it's been 5 weeks and her due date is on the 13th of november! hopefully everything goes smoothly and i'll update more about her, lately she's getting really grumpy god knows why. gosh. but it's ok. just 8 more months. hahaha. till then au revoir!

EXPOSE

2009-03-25T15:04:00.007+08:00

I still have the running nose which is soo bloody annoying , and so does my mum and now elfi, and don't blame it on me, it's just the weather. yeahh to narrate the picture.

this was the event where dinah asked me to help out, the cool part is that you'll be paid, and since i'm soo free, i agreed to it most definitely. soo yeah on the day of the event it was a little bit hectic and unplanned, initially i was suppose to meet dinah at buano vista at 5.30 then she called me early in the morning and ask me to meet her at 1.30 soo i had to cancel plans with elfi.

met dinah and risya at arab street, they were shopping for some beach hats, then we headed down to tepak straight cause dinah have to collect the make up kit and the fake hairs and all. soo yeah went to the place, i wasn't really expecting it to be like big, just a normal bungalow, but when i reached there, i was sooo taken aback by how huge the house is, it's like there's 3 different parts to it, and there's a pool, a huge garden and it's own bar etc etc etc.

and the owner a.k.a. mrs wee was soo nice and welcoming, she gave one out of the 3 parts of the house to us, which has a kitchen a bedroom shower tv everything! soo yeah by 5.30 the girls had their make up and hair done, whereas for me i just had a basic make up, cause they said i was too fair for a beach party soo yeah, bronzer and all. soo racist. haha

initally it started off a little bit awkward but after awhile it went very smoothly, we all had tons of fun, doing the limbo, the cha cha while the song mambo no. 5 was being played and many more, but the last game was the best ever, it's like you gotta catch a ballon in the pool but there's a choice , you can choose to change and jump in or you can just take it using the skipping rope, i really wanted to go in, it was calling me, soo since i can't stand it no more, i just took out my watch surrendered my phone and straight away jumped into the pool! and it felt great ! haha. and i also pushed a friend in. haha. and all cause of that i think i'm sick.but it's all worth it. i get paid doing that. hahaha.

ok i've narrate. outta here. au revoir.

fun.

2009-03-22T02:43:00.004+08:00

As you can see from the video it was a little bit hectic and all, had a chalet last weekend, initially there was a few misunderstandings which caused some bloods to shot, but in the end everything went smoothly and most importantly we all had fun. on saturday we reached the chalet at around 4 i think and i straight away had my lunch cause i was starving like hell, soo after that it started to rain, so we just open this huge mat, and started sliding on it! i swear to god it was damn fun! and we played soccer but everyone kept falling soo it was more of a falling soccer kinda thing, soo after that we all had our nap time, woke up at around 6.30 and met suzie and elfi at mc d's at downtown east and chilled there till about 9 and we had to send suzie back to her place , forced to. hahaha. and took a cab back to our respective chalets and by then i missed out on alot of games, soo left with the last but definitely not the least, it's the game where you had to dig a sweet in flour, but it was the kids game soo i just became the judge together with my cousins and my sister, then i started to throw a plate of flour onto my cousin and there's where it all began, for more pictures you gotta wait till my brother in law passes me his camera. your understanding andco-operation is much appreciated. haha. au revoir!

Changes

2009-03-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

Finally, i'm done with hugo boss for now, but most probably i'll be working again next month, but it's ok. it's not really that hard, i'm just plain lazy, been doing too many activites lately , like seriously jam packed, hopefully by june i'll get a new and improved look, haha! just wait and see.

CMPB called me back and told me to register for my own medical check up using my ns portal id or my singpass in which i lost both of it, dammit man. going to ns is sooo tedious!

i'm having a family chalet this weekend, really looking foward for it, get to see all my cousins again, things have changed soo drastically between all of us, everything's strained and weird all of the sudden, i think it's because we're just soo used to meeting every now and then in the past but now we rarely meet up, soo i hop this chalet thingy would be a good thing for all of us, i was watching this video that my dad was playing on tv , it's about my family and cousins going on a holiday to terrengganu and th somewhere in may 2002 then i saw the most painful thing, my late grandmother, she's the best thing that ever happened to me, always fair never bias, never selfish, always giving. may you rest in peace allahyarhamhah khotom bee binte mydin.

jai ho

2009-03-04T02:16:00.002+08:00

Yes i did watch slumdog millionaire and it was really really good, no wonder they won quite an amount of oscars, had an unexpected invitation out for dinner and a movie, thank you so very much, and yes i'll be going back to work on thursday, as dreadful as it is, i just have too, helped my sister to create a facebook account just now and my brother in law kept forcing me to upload his pictures and they were having cat fights, haha! soo cute. i gotta go town tomorrow, sister's meeting me up for lunch, and let's see what we'll do after that. another unexpected invitation?

il est tout de moi ed-de moi-meme i

2009-03-02T01:13:00.004+08:00

the past few days have been really great. Friday afternoon went to the mosque with my dad and my second brother, and he was soo bloody annoying, i was just resting my eyes and he thought i was sleeping soo he kept pushing me until one point of time where i accidentally shouted"stop it la"haha, and he complained to my dad that i was snoring, that's a total lie !! went home had my lunch and went out to meet elfi at yishun first cause he's getting his hair done then we went to town straight to meet up with suzie and liyana, while we were smoking someone tapped me, the last person i wanna talk to and don't ask me who.

suzie decided to cut her hair short, like so called bob but it's not and i don't know what it's called then shahdan joined later, after all the cutting of hair we went cahaya for dinner, as per usual hokkien mee for me! dinah joined us after dinner, she came back from kl i tink a week ago, haha, and i just met her yesterday, gosh, me and dinah decided to go starbucks first to settle some stuff while the rest went to the balcony at heeren for a drink, dinah and i dropped by my workplace for awhile cause she wanted to see this lepoard pony haired high cut patent shoes, which was really nice! but sadly the last pair has been sold out, not her luck i guess.

went to heeren after that and had a bomb, took alot of candid photos and had fun!

next day[saturday] dad woke me up at 12, i slept at 4 fyi, soo i was still really sleepy to wake up, but i just have to cause we were lunching out, soo we all went to hjh maimunah! i really hate it to the core cause first and foremost, i don't eat spices i can't stand spicy food! soo i asked my mum to choose the non spicy foods which were soo pathetic but it was still nice, and the one thing i hated most is the traffic jam at bugis! i was stuck there for a few hours! we went to this reservoir but i don't know the name and the view was really breath-taking! after that we went to upper peirce reservoir to see monkeys! haha, they were really cute, even under the heavy rain they just stood outside waiting for food, soo we only gave them mentos cause that's all we have.

i reached home around 4+ and we gotta get ready cause we gotta go to my cousins place to plan for an upcoming chalet, left home around 6+ and just chilled there till 11, my cous cooked this reallyyy nice hokkien mee, and this noodle i don't know what it's called where you put cheese toppings and many more, she's like a chef basically, she even baked a cake for her last kid! there's a so called small birthday party.

today i just sat at home and met elfi for awhile at pasir ris to just chill, we had our dreaming moments, haha ! in the bus half through my brother asked me to alight cause he wants to fetch me, weird much. ok that's all for now, this is by far the longest post i've written for quite some time! haha. au revoir!

tout es change

2009-02-25T14:57:00.002+08:00

It's been long since this blog has been updated, the last was on the 5th, and it's all because of work, yesterday was the last day of paragon hugo boss, soo we were returning the stocks,i started work at around 4pm all thanks to my nice manager, the ah beng! we started at 4 pm and lasted till 5 am, for me that is, but for some , they stayed till 1pm !! can you imagine how annoying to work when the bloody down right fucked up contractor was breaking everything up and removing the furnitures, soo bloody impatient, it was damn chaotic around 10 pm, the contractor who's collecting the furniture is fighting with the one who's fixing the boards to cover the shop who's also fighting with the warehouse manager who's also fighting with the store manager, and were the staff doing ? sitting down and watching the heated fight eating delifrance and sweet talk! hahahaha. i seriously need to meet my friends, cause i feel that my social life has been neglected for quite some time now and things gotta change from now on. there's something different , something weird that's happening, confusion+contradiction, what's the end result ?

2009-02-05T23:30:00.002+08:00

This is what you get when you're just too free at work. pfft

First and foremost i've not been updating this blog cause recently there was some erros with it and i just can't be bothered to repair it soo i just had to wait till it get better,soo yeah got my first pay yesterday, went shopping with that well deserved pay, initially there was some problems collecting my pay, cause yesterday morning i went to the bank in yishun to collect my pay and they said that my cheque is not valid soo i had to go back to the office and had it re-signed, trust me it's a whole tedious process, afterwhich went to paragon to meet up with elfi and suzie and had our lunch at cahaya, typical hotplate, then dinah joined but she didn't ate as she had no mood, went to do my hair and got some stuff, a really fun day i must say, hahaha, for pictures please visit elfi's blog in my links.

This may come as a suprise but i've decided to go serve the nation first before continuing my studies.

je suis vraiment fatigue.

2009-01-26T17:05:00.004+08:00

Soo as some of you know for the past few days i was terribly ill, it all started from my brother in law then to my mum and now me, it's gastric flu, where only water is egested, and you'll feel really giddy like as if you've been on the roller coaster umpteen times, and all you want to do is just lie down and never get up, that's how i felt till yesterday afternoon when the spinning felt better and since elfi was in yishun at his father's place, we met for a while at chong pang

Mc d's to have our own reunion dinner, soo i was sick and this freakin guy made a huge prank on me, and it wasn't funny at all , as a revenge i decided to upload this natural looking picture of him , no edit pure candid.

soo at night my sister suggest we go to the beach to just chill sit and chat, but my annoying brother in law told my dad why not we just camped there, at first i was not agreeable to the suggestion cause i'm still recovering soo the headache is still there and secondly i'm just soo plain lazy to pitch the tent and everything, soo my brother in law brought along his brother to help out, and at the end of the day i really did enjoyed myself, had a blast sight seeing, cycling and ok we didn't fish cause none of us know how to fish soo we decided to save ourselves from the embarassment, and now i just got home and i'm going to take a longgg nappppp.

le répète, j'ai déjà dit ça!

2009-01-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

The results are out, and i expect it to be bad, but not to this extend, it shocked the daylights out of me, but i gotta move on with life, it's not the end, soo i'm gonna retake 2 of the subjects that i failed, so for the time being i'm just gonna work, i was initally planning on going to NS first,but i'm not to sure, we'll see about that,

everything else is the same ol' thing, it's a whole repeatatory process. ouh yeah , yesterday my shop was jam packed, than there was this italian customer, i swear to god he is damn blardy annoying, kept calling me over and over again, curse him! samihah sumaiyah and their cousin drop by the shop during the peak period, soo i just left the thing that i was doing and just chatted with them for awhile, after work met elfi for awhile at pasir ris then rafie , we went to changi village for some supper cause i was seriously famished, soo yeah after that he drove all around the eastern part of singapore, and in the end we just chilled at east coast park's starbucks, and left for home around 3.

contemplating, confusion. the agony.

tout va changer à partir de maintenant.

2009-01-12T11:05:00.002+08:00

Pardon me for my dissappearance for the past i don't know how long, i've been busy working as you all know, so currently i'm more or less lifeless, not been spending time with my friends and worst still my family, but it's ok, this is all temporary, results will be out soon, everything will change from then on, new path of life, i'm not hoping much really, whatever the result may be, good or bad, i'll still accept it.

secouer comme ça

2008-12-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

first of all i've not been updating my blog for a very good reason, i'm working again! haha. thank god this new job is better than the previous one.

last wednesday met afiq, since i've promised that i'll meet for a long time , i finally did, haha! we decided to go to the singapore flyer since both of us have not been on that thing, it was pretty awesome, the view was breath taking, soo yeah after that we had lunch at secret recipe followed by the movie twilight i really wanted to watch that movie cause the review that i saw was pretty good and thankfully so was the movie then went around marina square and bought some stuff. hahaa! merci !

soo yeah then the next day work starts, it wasn't that bad, worked only for 4 hours dude to christmas eve so paragon was closing at 6, met elfi after work and we went for dinner at cahaya , suzie and shahdan joined us a lil bit late, went to starbucks afer that as per usual and just waste the night away.

and the next day i was pissed off cause a customer tried on 1o pairs of jeans and he didn't even buy any, not even 1 !! like knncb right! and the worst part was that he was sooo freakin fussy, saying that the cut shouldn't be like this etc etc etc, thank god i've jessica to accompany me for my breaks and also elfi who's just working at taka! ok2, after work i asked farhi and trump [colleagues] to join me and dinah at starbucks since the 3 of us are soo hyper and yeah we had fun , but we didn't stay for long cause i've work again the next morning, hard working young man. haha!

yesterday night , my goodness, we had shipments coming in so we gotta do tagging and stock take and everything else, soo i started work at around 10 am and i left at around 1 am, how tiring is that ! but i was glad that it wasn't a bore at all , thanks to all the annoying yet entertaining colleagues that i have.

i'm exhausted, i need a massage terribly!

partie comme une rockstar

2008-12-22T23:53:00.003+08:00

Chaotic, that explains most of it. sooo last saturday met dinah after work at taka and she accompanied me to eat at kfc since i was too famished to function and it was soo jam packed like as if kfc was giving free chickens or something! soo yeah after that we initially planned to walk around town but it seems that it's also packed with people all thanks to christmas, soo we just decided to chill at liat starbucks and wait for elfi to end work which is around 10.

The three of us sat there till 11.15 then we realised then we're gonna miss the last train, soo we ran to the mrt station but to our dissappointment while going down the escalator they announced that the last train to the east has just just left soo we ran again to wisma atria's taxi stand to avoid the mid night charge but it looks like wasn't on our side so we called a cab , the plan was to go to pasir ris collect some cash and went straight to the chalet but it didn't turn out the way it was supposed too. soo we dropped dinah of since she can't follow us last minute cause her mum wants her back home, went to elfi's place to collect the cash and cabbed to changi ferry point chalet, we arrived around 1 am or soo and that's where it all began ! haha. all hell broke loose, it was really fun partied till 7 and left for home with a swollen eyes, haha!

Reached home at around 9 and slept till 1 cause mum woke me up saying that we gotta go the beach cause my cousins are all there, soo gotta get up and get myself ready , and i actually dragged myself there cause i was still really sleepy and all but we still had fun and that's what matter most.

i'm blardy pissed right now, my sister bought a gucci bag from a hawaii and she only got me a quicksilver slippers, this is war!

Il est clair, awesome

2008-12-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

Ok let's start from yesterday, met elfi at town around 3ish and went around to do some errands and also look for a job, and yes people i'm still looking for a job,soo yeah there was this group of indians doing some filming infront of louis vuitton so there was a lot of people and i'm sure they loved the attention, haha! then went to ayam penyet ria and yeah it was spicy as usual , after that we just decided to chill at starbucks[as usual] till 10ish and left for home!

and today, we all decided to meet up for some shisha-ing since it's been soo long since we last shisha-ed together, soo yeah met haddy and myaa at the platform and went around bugis then straight to al-tazzar[no idea how to spell this] and had our lunch first while waiting for that annoying dans to come, we were suppose to meet up at 4 but in the end he came at 5.30 how 'on time' is that.

around 6ish dinah came from work and she was soo blardy hyper i think she really loves her job, haha! and we had fun shisha-ing and playing games then i accompanied dinah to her dance prac which was only at tepak so not bad and besides it was just for awhile came at 7 and left at 8 soo yeah went back for shisha and najib brought along his cousin and then they left cause jibby has practice at tampines[loser] so after that we just chilled and left for home! happy happy me. ;]

et qui a été très rapide.

2008-12-17T01:47:00.002+08:00

Well i made a vow to not go out and stay home today , and so i did!! and suprisingly i enjoyed myself. i was suppose to send my sister and brother in law to the airport at 5 in the morning, like are you for real? i wanted too but my eyes didn't, soo i guess they're still in the plane right now to hawaii, a stupid 16 hours flight, HAHA! soo i woke up at around 2 pm, and stayed in bed surfing the net and catch up on some reading and also made my very own home made banana split with hershey's syrup which was scrumptious just so you know. told ya i rock.

purement amour.

2008-12-14T02:13:00.004+08:00

Well i don't even know where to begin, soo many things happened for the past few days, really good things that is. ok we'll start from wednesday, my sister and i had to run some errands, soo the funniest thing is after we had breakfast we left home and while walking to the bus stop both of us felt the sudden urge to pass motion soo both of us ran back home, hahaha! ok enough of that, so we went to takashimaya first cause my sister has a dental appointment soo while shes doing her dental i had to run around and get some stuff such as the guest book etc etc etc, then went around to look for a wedding band for my brother in law and without realising that the time is almost 5 and she has a threading appointment and also her henna appointment is at 8 pm, soo she rushed to serangoon while i went to wisma atria to collect the famous amos hamper and also the cushion for the ring and rushed back home then i had to go to northpoint again cause the ring that my sister bought can't fit her husband so i gotta exchange it and i also went to get her contact lenses pastries and her solemnisation is the day after and i slept at around 4.

Today's the day of the solemnisation, soo i woke up at around 9 to really clean up the house and you should know that there was only 5 people who were cleaning up the house and also decorating the couple's room and placing the gifts, was kinda dissappointed cause my family was expecting our cousins and relatives to come over to help us out, but i guess not, cause we actually managed to pull it through!! we are independent, soo yeah i cleaned the house from 9 till 3 and i had to go to the cc straight cause there was some issues, and i was really pissed with the people there being such bitches and ass hole! pfft! afterwhich me and my cousin went around yishun to buy 12 stalks of flowers and do you know that there's not even 1 florist in northpoint! how pathetic, rushed back home and went back out again around 6 to collect the foods at tampines, and the aunty whom we collected the food from was damn annoying! she caused the delay by dragging us everywhere!

so we reached the mosque at around 8ish and started to prepare everything and by 9 the bride and groom came together with their representatives, soo here's the funny thing, the whole thing was about to start and we were just waiting for the tok kadi to arrive when they asked for the bride and groom's i.c. and guess what , both of them forgot to bring it! soo me and my brother had to rush home to collect my sister's ic and my brother in law's brother also went back to his place to collect abg han[bro in law] ic soo yeah we came back just in time.

The whole thing went smoothly after that, it was beautiful, the power of love, whatever!

Soo today's the final day! slept really late and woke up at around 10 and went straight to the cc to have breakfast and also packed some food for my sister. everyone was wearing pink, the family of course. thankfully it didn't rained, the weather was perfect! the chapal was really painful and everything went smoothly and now all we have to do is just wait for a baby, haha! i would like to say thank you to all those who made it today! and those who didn't, your lost!

il est maintenant terminée, je vais passer à des choses plus importantes dans la vie.

2008-12-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

It's the official end, i'll move on to bigger things in life, all those tolerance and trust has gone down the drain, we've tried. memories shan't be kept and tears will never flow.

i'm really tired. the solemnisation is tomorrow and i still have a lot of errands that's needed to be done but on the otherhand i'm really really excited for the whole thing and i'm truly happy for my sister, finally she's gonna be married.

Maintenant, je sais ce que vous êtes épaulé-jeté.

2008-12-09T01:00:00.002+08:00

And i'm back after soo long, life has been kinda hard lately, alot of issues came up and those are the ones which really need careful thinking, all is well now, let's hope it'll stay that way.

had a gathering yesterday at my aunt's place which was a total bore cause the crowd were pathetic so i ended up feeling more sleepier than ever no thanks to them of course,pfft.

And today's hari raya haji, soo i woke up at around 7 and then i realised that it was awfully cold and i was soo tempted to going back to sleep again but i can't.

gotta head to the mosque eventhough i slept at 4 before waking up, sucky, went to this mosque at sembawang which is very near to the beach, very kampong-ish, and it rained while we were praying halfway through, soo yeah walked to the car in the rain, it was kinda fun, came back home ate lunch at straight to bed i went!! haha, i was really sleepy and the weather was plain awesome, woke up and headed to my cousin's crib at telok blangah and had lots of fun, especially with this kid in the picture, something really funny happened, i was feeding him noodles then out of the blue he smiled at me and said 'syapiq kontot' i laughed and told everyone cause he didn't really talked much but then i realise when he starts talking, he'll never stop!! gotta go to little india tmrw! busy busy busy.

morph

2008-12-07T03:30:00.001+08:00

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity

comme je l'ai s'asseoir et réfléchir sur les deux.

2008-12-05T02:23:00.002+08:00

As you're going through your adolescence you'll try everything just to find what kind of life you might think that'll fit you, it's like finding the right shoe size where you hope that it'll fit you nicely and that it won't leave a mark around your foot, i know coming from a 17 years old is like whatever, but i just realise something, in life you just can't keep following your hearts, god gave us a brain for purpose, to think, logically no doubt and not make assumptions[this is something really bad] i've been going through alot lately, well as you can read from my blog i don't expose much of myself, well only those who knows me really well get what i mean, well currently, my life is very very unpredictable, things change in a split second, and sometimes it has reached to a maximum stage where i myself can't adapt to the change be it emotionally,physically and even mentally,but i've a strong support group, they're the people i can actually rely on, when i'm going through rough times they'll be there, they will always be. well, just sharing my thoughts, till then , good night.

le début de FAYUS

2008-11-30T23:10:00.003+08:00

Ok i decided to change my nickname from fadh[ sounds like fart] to fayus which means, FAdhli YUSof. and yeah, you all might be thinking that i might be too busy at work till i didn't have the point to make any post, well, you thought wrong, not working no more, was retrenched all thanks to this new full-timer who came in, soo they had to let go 2 of the part-timers, ouh well, it's ok , i now have ample time to rest and do the things that i've always wanted. sis's wedding in less than 2 weeks, the chaos hasn't arrived yet, soo let us all wait patiently, got my pink baju kurung that i gotta wear on the actual day, the pressure is coming soon.

i've a confession to make......

indépendant, c'est ce que je suis.

2008-11-20T23:12:00.002+08:00

finally an off day for me, well my initial plan was to just sit at home and have some rest but it got ruined by my sister who asked me to go to town to pass her some shit and so i did after meetin her went to met elfi for awhile since it was his break soo yeah, accompanied him for lunch then i went back home straight and change cause i'm meeting the rest at eunos as they're havin a practice , chilled and went to tampines to meet mum, while waiting for her i decided to gave our dear old friend a suprise visit at her work place! and yeah she was suprised! after that bumped into esha also after soo long! haha! went back home straight after that, here i am all tired, and i've work tomorrow, dammit !

épuisé et vidé!

2008-11-20T00:21:00.003+08:00

bonjour, been busy with work lately, celebrated mum's 53rd birthday last sunday,so all of us including abg han and kak farah went out for dinner since my dad was craving for satay and seafood so we decided to go to east coast for dinner, it was quite good actually but i just hated the fact that most of the food are kinda spicy, and yes i'm not a huge fan of spices, deal with it! soo yeah we had alot of fun cause abg han, kak farah and me were sweating like nobody's business! hahahaha! it was funny la of course, after that we decided to go to marina barrage cause my brother said that it's a good place and it's nice and all, initially i thought it would be boring and all, but it was pretty fun we played catching and all those kiddy games till my parents thought they were bringing some kindergarten kids out for an excursion so we told them they can just go and have their romantic walk[as usual] while we have fun, all the calories from the seafood that we had before were all burnt out! that's for sure! we cut the cake there and took a few pictures, after that we went home straight cause sadly everyone have work the next day.

i actually just came back from work, today's the worst day of work, ever! new stocks came in like tsunami in indonesia, it was a huge load!! what's worst was that the store manager was in, soo yeah, like a chicken's arse, and just when i thought i was done she asked me to go vivocity's outlet with her to so-called help out the new part-timers which are my friends! haha! dnah and farhana! they were shocked to see me of course, cause i didn't tell them i was coming, soo yeah, i was all over the place! it was hectic and chaotic.

ande étonnement excitation

2008-11-15T00:15:00.002+08:00

So yeah, today's my first full shift day at work, so it was like from 10 in the morning till 9 in the evening, here's the annoying part ,reached work exactly at 10 then my stupid manager asked me to go to vivo city's outlet for a transfer stock, and so i did, took my own sweet time and i was expecting 5 boxes it was actually 5 stack of boxes! so i gotta take a cab back to taka and it was annoying cause the boxes kept falling so i end up dragging, what really made my day today was the fact that fiona xie came into the shop! and the fact that she was really really pretty even without make-up really suprised me, my colleagues were telling me that she was a stuck up but she was really nice and friendly and we even took a picture, soo yeah! work wasn't all that bad, afterwhich went to liat's starbucks to chill with elfi and liyana and bumped into afew unwanted people, but it was all good, had fun! i'm off to bed! good night!

Il a été un désastre!

2008-11-10T00:46:00.004+08:00

This is what you get when you keep on fidgeting.

So here's the story, went to watch a movie yesterday lakeview terrace and i was soo irritated with samuel L jackson's character in the movie,he was soo mean and nasty, in simpler terms he's a bitch but in the end it's just a movie, soo after the whole movie ended i was walking out of the cinema then all of the sudden i felt a sharp pain at abdominal area, so i thought it was just for awhile then it got more and more painful so i just sat and bought some food and drinks but it didn't get any better , i then took a cab back home cause of the pain and it was seriously annoying, after my mum massaged my stomach and all it still didn't get any better but instead it got worst, my mum decided that we should go to the hospital and i agreed cause i really can't stand the pain and my god my brother was driving like a devil! and by this point of time my abdominal area was getting more and more painful so the moment i reached the hospital i sat on the wheelchair, i thought that my night couldn't get any worst, but it did! i had a fever! so i was sent to the fever area , after seeing the doctor she said that i might be having kidney stones, i was mortified of course! cause this whole procedure is really painful, they'll enter a tube from your penis and break the stones and you gotta pee it out! so just imagine that, i was really panicking, she said that she had to run a few tests to confirm , so i had to wait from 2 onwards, waited and waited and waited, then the doctor decided to see me again she said that she was still afraid that it's kidney stones eventhough the x-ray , blood tests and urine tests was clear, she was so persistent on me being warded but i just had to lie and said i felt better cause the last thing i want is to be admitted, she decided to make an appointment for me with the urology department on the 25th, so i left with a heavy heart at 6.30 in the morning, and yes i was there the whole night on a wheelchair with temperature, worst saturday night/sunday morning of my life !

Je suis fatigué soo jusqu'à ce que vous êtes hors de mon esprit

2008-11-07T23:36:00.002+08:00

Today's the official start of my working life and yes i'm actullay working, for the first time ever, i had jitters before i reached work, but after that everything went smoothly, not tooting my own horn but i think i did pretty well, and i also got compliments from my supervisor and the customers(trying on self-motivation) but the disadvantage is that my leg's really tired cause i gotta stand for god knows how long, sheesh. thankfully tomorrow's my off day, finally meeting amour after 2 weeks. that's all for now! i'm dead beat! nights! au revoir!

simplement de l'eau

2008-11-06T10:51:00.002+08:00

I'm left with 1 more paper and then it's all done, a sense of relief but not
satisfaction.

réchauffement de mort sur moi.

2008-11-01T22:57:00.002+08:00

I'm currently down with a terrible flu+fever+sore throat. had my science bio paper yesterday, the funny thing is yesterday i was having the time of my life, ok well not really. i went to school just feeling weak, so i was expecting a normal flu, nothing much. but when i reached school, i felt weaker and weaker, i was annoyed cause i barely studied for this paper, soo went in the examination room, i sat directly under the air-condition with no tissue, so i was sneezing like nobody's business, After the whole thing i gotta go to my uncle's place, forced by my beloved parents, they said it's rude of me cause i still haven't go to my uncle's place for raya and he's the nicest, so i rushed there in hunger, thank god my aunt straight away gave me a scrumptious meal upon my arrival, it's like the moment i stepped in she went like, " nak makan tak, cik ton masak ayam kurmak", so me being brazenly as usual agreed, and yes i came first before my parents, they reached at 6.30, annoyingly. soo i had to leave a.s.a.p. cause i was meeting the clan at 8 at bugis for sheesha. i reached home at 7.30 and left at 8 and i reached there at 9, shockingly there was alot of people, initally there was suppose to be only 8 of us, but it became till 15 ? but it was all fun, chaotic as usual. so you see, by that point of time, i really didn't bothered with the fact that i was sick, but guess what happened today.

as i slept throughout the night, my body has this weird2 feelings, cause i rarely get a fever, i woke up at 4 in the morning to pee then i realise that my nose was like a broken pipe and felt that the air-condition was awfully cold, so i had to use 2 comforters. then at 7 in the morning it struck, my brother woke me up, he said my leg felt like as if it was a hot wire, my mum came in with the ice and everything cold. my dad asked my mum to bring me to the doctor cause he has to go to work, i didn't want too cause usually if i just rest in bed my fever would go away by the time it's afternoon. but it got worst. i can barely move and i can't even speak. soo we went to the clinic and the doctor gave me a reference letter, he said that if my fever doesn't get any better it might be dengue, i was mortified! dengue ? wtf! soo by the time i reached home, i felt like smashed potatoe, by the time it's 6+ i felt like as if death was warming up on me, but it gradually got better and here i am making a long post cause i can't find anything better to do.

Merci pour le bébé joli cadeau.

2008-10-28T23:13:00.002+08:00

i'm really glad right now cause i'm only left with 4 more papers!!!! boo yaa!! tomorrow's my physics paper in which, thankfully i've studied but how well i perform? we just gotta wait and see. had my history paper just now , ok something funny happened, i thought my paper starts at 8 so i woke at 5.30 to revise and got ready, but then when i was about to leave i felt uneasy so i checked my time table which states that my paper starts at 2! i was soo annoyed that i just stripped and went straight back to bed, haha.

went to school and did the whole paper, went well, what i studied came out. freakin russia! afterwhich uzair me and razi decided to burn our notes we don't know what came to us, i think it's because of the fact that history really squeezed our brain. euphoria.love.bébé, je vous remercie beaucoup pour le merveilleux cadeau que vous m'avez donné. Je t'aime tellement. au revoir.

mai vous reposer en paix

2008-10-25T11:37:00.005+08:00

Happy 27th Birthday Sister.

Today is your day, obviously you've had your fair share of enjoyment last night. You'll be getting married in a month time and things will change, yet again. I'm really glad to have an obnoxious sister like you, heh. i just want you to know i love you and i hope you like my present, and please please take care of your health, i'm sure you've had enough of the ambulance already by now.

And on this day, a precious diamond has left us to be with the rest of those who have passed on.

To the late cik kamariah, may you rest in peace and may you be placed with the holiest of them all, you're undeniably one of the greatest aunty i've had, never talked alot, never fussy, always go with the flow, we will always keep you close to our hearts and pray for you, it is true when they say that good people passed on earlier, we're really saddened by the news, you've been strong and you've tried staying alive as long as you could, rest in peace aunty.
Amin.

2 different emotions, laughter and tears, euphoria and despair. parts and parcels of life.

qui dit être dans l'amour a été facile?

2008-10-25T00:30:00.003+08:00

Half of my nightmare is over, 5 more papers and i'm over and done with, been pretty sick for the past few days but yesterday was the worst! i poop like 11 times, no idea why, i tell you it was just plain annoying like every hour i've to go to the toilet. enough about that, and yes i've been studying intensely[ya right] for the past few days, i'm gonna nail this piece of shit, but the results uncertain though. i was looking through my pictures and then i saw this one super cool picture that will stick in my brain as long as i live. wish me luck for the rest of my papers! au revoir!

p.s. i can just smell the freedom.

la vie comme elle est.

2008-10-18T11:13:00.002+08:00

Here i am, on my bed at 11.15 in the morning, just finished eating my cereals and pondering about all the great things that i can do in life. met maiya,dnah and aiman yesterday at the cathay and studied at starbucks, after a few minutes me and aiman decided to go watch a movie while the girls studied, soo yeah we went to watch house bunny which was really really funny, total dumb blonde well but at least she has a good heart, that's good enough then we study study study left around 7 walked to town and that's the part where i don't even wanna talk about, dnah hurt me.i won't be posting much nowadays. just u wait till after my O's! au revoir !

difficultés est commun.

2008-10-14T01:56:00.004+08:00

Ya know sometimes people go through alot of hardship hoping that the end product would be rewarding or something fruitful at least, but we, as humans don't know that all hardships that we go through, the end product isn't always rewarding, life is unfair, that's undeniably true, in my point of view that is, but that's where we learn, it makes people stronger, it toughen's you up, you learn from it. i know what i should do and what i should not do in my life, because at the end of the day i'll be the one going through all those shits and those happiness, i just realise that i can give pretty good advices to people but never to myself, i will always retaliate, people say i'm being defensive for doing so, but not to me, i was just standing up for myself, people misjudge but hey, that's ok as long as i know that at the end of the day i live my life to the fullest and do the things that i want to do, i am fickle minded at times, that is me. as days past i realise more and more things that i never thought i would, like for example true friends which is like taboo to me initially, but now i know they do exist. life's full of ups and downs, just ride the wave and remember all the sweet moments, never expect anything from anyone even your loved ones because you might never know that they can't live up to your expectations, just do your part and they'll do theirs. something random. au revoir.

je'mapelle fadh.

2008-10-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

lemme see. ouh yes, went to aigner's fall/winter 08 collection yesterday with qaqim and elfi, i was sort of late well blame it on qaqim, he came back from his flight at around 5 and we were suppose to meet elfi at orchard at 6.30 cause the show started at 7, soo yeah, we were late, as usual, it wasn't that bad, had some drinks and pictures were snapped, eyes wandering, mind unfocused, after the show went to coffee club to grab some food, had chicken pie and apple crumble which was undeniably scrumptious, afterwhich we chilled for awhile and went our separate ways, i was too tired to carry on. school was ok for today, mr siva gave us each a present, it was really funny and unexpecting!!! hahaha! it was embarassing for me though and i ain't telling, my cousins are coming over tomorrow, wish me luck. au revoir!

Je vois votre visage caché.

2008-10-08T23:26:00.004+08:00

it's been quite some time since i've made a post been really busy and no, it's not with studying, all thanks to hari raya and yes i know i'm suppose to be studying intensely at home as my exams is just round the corner, soo people please stop telling me, i know you're concern , thank you, but saying it once is good enough for me to remember it ya' know. anyways, been going out raya-ing for the past 2 days with friends. it was tiring, i hate wearing my chapal cause first of all it has heels on it and i don't like it. there wasn't much pictures for the first day cause i went to only like 3-4 houses all thanks to the train but it was undescribeable!

The second day wasn't that bad either, went out with TK friends and it was fun, there was about 20 of us , soo yeah, it was hectic for me though! i was suppose to meet mihah around 2 but then some of my mother's distant relative came over soo i can't go out as i've to help her with the shits, soo by then i wanted to leave it was already 2+ and soo i took a cab to eunos since i was afraid of being and it's not like i'm not late already to begin with, then met juls mihah and myaa and went to dnah's place straight and yes we took a cab there, there was about 20 of us but some left half away. soo yeah it was tiring yet again cause this time there was alot of walking, wandi's crib was the last house and after that we seek forgiveness from one another which is equivalent to visiting another house, it was emotionally intesed, that's how i describe, and here's the saddest part, i missed my last train, soo my beloved julie suggested that i take a bus from kallang and alight at toa payoh and take a cab from there, soo by now it was going to be 12 and there's no sign of the bus, soo we decided to take a cab, and the annoying part is the moment we step in, the time stated is 00:00, knncb, midnight charge! sent julie off first then to my place, soo the fare was ermm, heart breaking. i've gotta go to school tomorrow. good night. enjoy the pictures. au revoir !

elle tend à se compliquent parfois.

2008-10-03T03:45:00.002+08:00

well let's see, today's the third day of raya, time fly soo fast. been really busy the past few days preparing for raya and all.went to geylang both days before raya, hectic hectic hectic, the day before raya, woke up and i sprained my neck terribly till i can barely turn my head, soo i was like a robot, dammit. but after awhile it got better, went to my aunt's place in the afternoon cause there was some gathering and met all those hyprocrites and losers there, went back home chilled and went to geylang with sis kak fafa and fattah around 2, and sadly it was raining and the whole place was jam packed till we could barely move an inch, bumped into alot of people, we really walked the wholee geylang,sheesh, it was really fun. went back home around 6, and slept didn't go for my prayers! haha. woke up and ate lontong my mum cooked! and got ourselves ready while my brother went to fetch his fiancee and we waited for my sister's fiancee to arrive cause both of them are joining us for raya.

soo yeah they arrived and we seek forgiveness and all etc etc. went to grandpa's crib and chilled there, played with my new 24 days old nephew, her name is nur dini or something, i forgot, she was adorable and really bright, and the cutest part was when i carried her she wanted to fall asleep but my sister's annoying fiancee kept waking her up! haha. left their house and went to my first aunty dad's side crib which is at jurong, met the kids ate alot of food and really enjoyed myself, we didn't really took a proper picture, soo yeah. just showin ya whatever i got. and ouh yeah. selamat hari raya!

c'est vraiment bizarre.

2008-09-29T00:28:00.002+08:00

Been really busy the past few days preparing for raya and also my O's, wednesday went to shop with afiq in town, we break fast at far east, we were slightly late so therefore there was no tables left, had some snacks to break fast then we had our meal but sadly we can barely finish everything up, old chang kee was too fulfilling, and that china dude was driving a lambo annoyingly so in fact. On thursday had some photo taking session then met up with dinah and farhan after buker at pasir ris to study, and we really did, the way farhan was teaching dinah was as if they were having a catfight, it's really funny.

Friday was sad cause i was forced to go to school by mr siva to just check my paper, such a total waste of time, but it wasn't that bad, met hakim at the mosque and there was only the 2 of us, went back home straight cause i was really sleepy and dozed off in the train which was embarassing much, at night went to geylang with amour to get my baju kurung, initally i was suppose to get pink but since there's no sizes left i just went with the baby blue, really nice colour and while walking around geylang i bumped into khalishah! the last time i saw her was like what, early this year or something ? we hugged and she cried, hahaha. cause she said she missed me, how sweet. reached home around 12+ and just chilled.

saturday, hectic hectic, i cleaned up my room in the earlier part of the afternoon, then around 5ish met muhsin and farhan and tampines interchange and i was terribly late. went to sempang straight cause we wanted to make sure that we can get a table, kiasu of us, i know, we're singaporeans afterall. we ordered the foods first hoping that it'll arrive when it's time to break fast, but yet the food still came late! and so did the rest of them, dinah,hakim,uzair,dans,rui min and phoebe, we really enjoyed the foods though, it was scrumptious! then the annoying part starts, some wanted to leave saying they're tired and all, so we went to a nearby park to just chill while farhan and muhsin went to geylang to get muhsin's baju kurung, after that we decided to go karaoke at grandlink paya lebar, full of M.R. really sang our lungs out! haha. all the stupid songs we can come up with. went back home around 12ish and no one's home, sadly. mum went to jb with brother his fiancee and her mother. soo went my sister reached home around 2+ we went out for supper just opposite my place ouh it's supper+sahur, chilled and went back home around 3ish and slept around 5 and sunday was spring cleaning, and noy my house looks damn nice , thank god all those hard work paid off. 3 more days to raya! here we go!!!!

elle n'est toujours pas clair pour moi.

2008-09-24T01:41:00.003+08:00

seems that school is beginning to be such a total bore, since our prelims are over, it's all up to us now . we're in our final lap, it's either do or die. too many preparations needed to be done, aside from the annoying O's, hari raya is just round the corner, exactly in a weeks' time, the excitement is somewhere there, but the worst part is that my sister is asking me to wear pink, in my point of view, it's preposterous! i don't like pink at all, i just feel that it looks weird on me, don't know why, looks like i just gotta try it out then, i'm left with no choice but to just go ahead and buy a pink baju kurung in which i can ensure you that it'll look really weird against my skin tone unless it's hot pink or something, i've no idea actually, i just gotta see it for myself. i don't feel like writing much nowadays, i don't know why, head been spinning quite alot lately, eating panadols every now and then, dammit. gotta go now. wish me luck for O's. hah. au revoir.

si bébé il est de plus?

2008-09-20T15:26:00.003+08:00

The fact that soo many things are happening in one go is really making my head hurts, it was clear initially, but it's all confusing and ambiguous now, i don't know why, but i just know that i'm fickle-minded. i never asked much, only what i needed,something random.

since my prelims are over, i didn't go to school for the past two days, my well deserved break, i know it's too early too start cause O's are just next month and i should be studying like hell by now, which i am trying to do though. Went to sheesha yesterday with dins,dans and shaida together with farhan and his friends, we sort of bumped into each other kinda thing while the 4 of us are having our dinner, our initial plan is to go to city hall but after lots of thinking we decided to go to sheesha since dinah was soo persistent. it was fun, but as usual i had to leave early, sucky much. i'm just too lazy to update much nowadays, soo yeah, hari raya is just in a few more days and i feel really sucky! au revoir!

une sensation inconfortable.

2008-09-16T15:51:00.002+08:00

Finally, it's over, from now onwards i shall not spot any questions or whatsoever, a high risk it is. went to study with deyna on sunday at airports' Mc D, from 4 till 7, and yes i had mc donalds for my break fast, it's been a long time since i've last had fast food actually, really nice, went back home straight after that since i'll be having my bio paper on monday, which i totally screwed up cause whatever i studied totally didn't came out, my body was strangely weak soo the moment i went home, slept like a dead guy, woke up at 6 pm, haha, thankfully, breaking fast was just round the corner, after that, felt soo much better so my sister and i decided to bake some brownies since mum was baking her own stuff, we wanted to show her what we were capable of doing, haha ! trust me , the preparation was chaotic, but the end product was just scrumptious, heavens divine. maths paper was pretty bad, this is a very general comment that i received from my friends and not from my personal point of view, soo yeah, managed to pull through, eventhough it was a really demanding struggle, dang. i just realised that raya is soo near, approximately 2 weeks time, how exciting. sheesh. gotta go now. peace be upon you.

perdants et aller tuer vous-même.

2008-09-13T23:34:00.003+08:00

Jb was fun last night, the inital was to go to my aunt's place but since dad came home late for work we decided to go to jb atfer break fast, there was a massive jam at woodlands checkpoint and the fun part was that all the cars were trying to squeeze in at every gap they can fit, soo my brother didn't give a chance, we're soo near to the car infront till i feel that i can knock on their rear window, it was fun, adrenaline pumping, engines roaring but i really pity those riders, they're stuck there like a can of sardines all squashed up and the expiring date is coming near. went to jb, drove all over went to eat at this place called pasar pandan, they have bazaar till like 3 in the morning, don't this people like sleep or something? it was insane, there was alot of people , quite an amount of singaporeans too, you can differentiate between a malaysian and a singaporean. then sister's fiancee joined us around 12 plus, had our supper cum sahur, then walked a lil bit more and went back home, shockingly,the checkpoint was still jammed , at 4 in the morning !?! are the officers sleeping or what, sheesh. we almost got hit cause this stupid car infront of us jammed break all of the sudden and i hit my head, dammit. Went back home and straight to bed!

Woke up around 2 today, parents are out, went to R.O.M. to register for sister's marriage and afterwhich went to the wedding gallery to choose the cards, i gotta wait for them to come home in order to go out, but it was not all that bad, left around 3 and met elfi at bugis and went to his school straight, to just chill, a fun bunch of people, really enjoyed myself. After breaking fast, then met amour straight to just chill for awhile. on my way back home, i took a cab, ok this is the fun part, the driver was a malay uncle, and soo he started talking to me, and asked tons of questions like for example, where am i schooling, where do i live, am i working or not etc etc etc, So being the nice guy that i am, i answered politely but everything was a totally lie. haha! who knows he might be a stalker or something, but he was nice though it's just that i didn't like the questions, AT ALL, he talked about his kid who only managed to pass 1 subject for O levels, and that his kid is working at clarke quay etc etc etc, in my mind i was like, ok i don't need all this informations ya know, funny guy. reached home and here i am, writing a post. gotta study bio tomorrow, the paper is on monday! god bless me. amen. peace be upon you.

Je n'ai pas besoin de vous rappeler.

2008-09-11T15:26:00.003+08:00

a sigh of relief, part of my worst nightmare is over, 3 more papers left to go then it'll be O's straight in my face, i just realised something, this exam is really affecting my mood terribly till i've reached to the point where i just lost my mood to celebrate hari raya, i tried to motivate myself by listening to hari raya songs to try and get myself in the mood but it doesn't seem to work, who cares, maybe once it's really near then hopefully i can feel the jitters and excitement. Went to bugis yesterday with afiq, we break fast at tong seng, thankfully we reserved our seats cause by the time we arrived again , it was pretty packed , while waiting for breaking fast time, we went to the library to do a little bit of revision since today was my history paper, and it was a total waste of time, whatever i studied didn't came out and i only have myself to blame cause i chose to only memorise one chapter, very very risky thing to do. breaking fast at home today, no idea what mum's cooking, i feel like briyani, seriously, it's really tempting. i'm outta here. till then. peace be upon you.

La chance d'être en amour avec vous.

2008-09-08T12:08:00.005+08:00

Since yesterday was first brothers' birthday, we had a little celebration for him, nothing extravagant, my siblings invited their partners over to break fast, it was fun, kak farah was helping mum in the kitchen so therefore she arrived early, her mother made for us kuih putri salad and she managed to hide the cake from my brother, it was meant to be a suprise suprise! my second brother fetched his at teban gardens, and my sister was from work and her fiancee didn't fetch her cause he said that town was jam like sardines in a can, she was pissed, but nevertheless, we had alot of fun, since my second brother's gf is still a newbie in the family, both abg han and kak farah really disturbed her alot, they just don't have mercy on her, but thankfully she was ok with it, and she even managed to tease them back, sadly dad can't join us cause he's at work, but mum was really happy to see all of us, ok i was the only one without a partner, soo my mum was my partner for the night, cause after the celebrations, we went to geylang, but my first brother and kak farah headed someone else as she has some suprise for him, geylang was chaotic! but still fun, reached home pretty late and by then was pretty worn out, alot of walking and sweating ya know. gotta revise on my beloved maths subject today,god bless me, amen! peace be upon to you.

chanter ces chansons péché.

2008-09-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

2 different mood for 2 different days, haha! yesterday met up with farhan, uzair and razzak, farhan was as annoying as ever! he was flirting with girls and used my name, i was really embarrassed! and what's worst was that the three of them weren't fasting, they really tried hard to tempt me, but i managed to hold it in! after studies, went to arcade to loosen up, had fun! i meant we had fun , was suppose to join them at pizza hut but i was suppose to meet amour and we break fast together and then left for home straight.

Today, met syahidah,myaa and julie , accompanied them cause they're hunting for shoes, quite fun, myaa and syahidah wasn't fasting cause of some issues soo left me and julie, we really had to suck it in cause all those walking was really tiring, soo we decided to chill at taka and wait for dans to arrive and myaa had to leave, soo it's like changing shift. initally, hakim and the rest was suppose to join us, soo i reserved 10 seats for all of us at ria ayam penyet, then last minute they cancelled , annoying! soo left me syai juls and dans, had ayam penyet, was really nice and we ate alot! all thanks to julie who bought alot of extra stuff for us to indulge, then we left for home! prelims just round the corner. damn. peace be upon you.

je ne peux pas rapide aujourd'hui. grâce au vaccin

2008-09-04T19:25:00.002+08:00

Death race was off the hook, no wonder it was rated nc-16, heads flying everywhere, bloods splattered all over the place and the machines, killer machines. today, sadly, marks the first day of me not fasting, went to the polyclinic due to some rashes that i was experiencing, it initally started last friday when i went to the beach, but i thought it has fade off and got better, then i realised that small dots were popping out at my shoulder area, soo went to the clinic and got an injection, so therefore i can't fast, not that i don't want too, well at least i did fast for half of the day, and trust me it's not something to be proud of, i really wanted to achieve the 1 month, dangg.no more sea water for me!! i need to study, i have too, for my own benefit.peace be upon to you.

le jeûne le mois sera bon pour moi

2008-09-03T12:13:00.002+08:00

The fasting month has officially begun and so far i'm doing ok, pretty good i must say. the first day was kinda dull soo i decided to go watch wall-e but i just knew yesterday that i'm not suppose to do so cause i'm watching in a dark place and alot of sinful things are going on, better not do it again, you know when you fast, the hunger that you feel is a little bit different than what you normally feel during the normal months. 2nd day was ok, as per normal, met dinah,haddy and rui min at whitesands library, was suppose to study, but when i looked at the clock, it was already half past four, so why bother, i'll be leaving soon anyways and sadly, it rained heavily! soo i had to take the long way back home, took the train, alighted at tampines and took 969, slept in the bus like nobody's business, haha! third day! here we go! 27 more days! hahahaha. assalamualaikum(since it's fasting month).

je dois juste être moi dans ma vie.

2008-08-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

Thankfully my neck is getting better now, i can turn more and not look like a robot. since tomorrow will be the start of ramadhan, i decided to meet amour today, chilly day, rained the whole afternoon, initially we wanted to watch a movie but then it all started to late, i'm a kid with curfews ya know. soo we decided to go to hagen daz and indulge in some guilty pleasure! we had new york brownies and brownie explosion. It was just superb! it truly melts in your mouth! walked around and went straight home cause my brother's fiancee made kentang balls which was also really nice! that's her speciality! soo all of us were planning for my sister's wedding this december, 3 more months, time flies really fast! really looking forward to it, she's really happy now, and i'm truly happy for her. to all , selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan!

Deep misereable traître douleur

2008-08-31T00:13:00.002+08:00

My neck still hurts terribly from yesterday, i shall elaborate more. this week was a really hectic week, we were all busy preparing for teacher's day, soo everyday after my paper, went home straight, rushed and came back to school to reharese, it was exhausting, staying back till 6 and all. then comes friday the moment of truth, woke up extra early to prepare everything, and came to school calm and compose, when i reached, the chaos came! it's like i need to be in 3 places at once! and dinah was late cause she took a longer time to get ready and all. and then the whole thing starts!! entered confidently, went all out, everything was just plain awesome! 3 years in a row and still doing it, felt great! then afterwards had a little celebration then left a.s.a.p. straight back home cause i gotta change real fast and meet the rest by 1 pm, reached home changed and straight to harbourfront! soo by now i was worn out, 4 days of insufficient sleep, followed by alot of hardwork. reached there and straight to the beach i went! it was fun initially until i sprained my neck, i wanted to carry dinah to play this game, but when i wanna put her down , i used the wrong technique till it sprained me , terribly. i can barely turn it till now. ramadhan is near, gotta start preparing myself for it ! hoping to cleanse some shit. till then i'm gonna have some rest. au revoir!

Je suis Head Over Heels avec vous.

2008-08-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

I'm very piqued right now all cause of this stupid flu, it comes and goes as it pleases but nevertheless i still had fun for the past 2 days, friday sat at home and met dinah, dans and his "ite friends". Met dinah first then we headed down to KFC to have our dinner, both of us weren't feeling well, soo we got irritated pretty easily, but what really got to me was the queue at KFC, it was absurdly long and the cashier still has time to act like a diva, fuck him. had our dinner and we went to search for dans at esplanade riverside, it was jam packed with people who were also waiting for the fireworks, we thought we've missed it but it seems that we're just on time, the whole thing starts at 9.30, perfect time co-ordination i must say,lol. We enjoyed the fireworks by ourselves first before we look for dans, bumped into latiff and taufik said hi bye. It turned out that dans "ite friends" was a girl. dinah and i joined the 2 of them and we walked all the way to clarke quay, it wasn't so bad, chilled for awhile then left for home sweet home.

Saturday, the nose was getting from bad to worst, the mucus keeps coming out like nobody's business soo i decided to stay home and revise for my social studies paper and the weather was soo nice to stay in bed, and that's what i did, but in the late afternoon my step grandmother uncles and auntie came over to my place for tea, soo yeah chatted with them and then they left around 8+ and my mother, brother and i got ready for mustafa centre! haha, we picked up my brother's fiancee and to mustafe we went! met my sister and her fiancee there and i tell ya we had a whole lots of fun playing with the stuffs there and disturbing the people, we left around 1 and went to simpang bedok to have our supper, and then left for home around 2, by the time i reached home i was having a terrible headache soo i went straight to bed, and woke up with a terrible flu and migraine, soo i had no choice but to stay at home and just revised for my social studies again, but i tell you, the amount of things that went in my brain was no bigger than an apple, till then. au revoir!

est tout simplement trop maladroitement parfait

2008-08-22T17:51:00.003+08:00

i'm waiting for it to be like 6.15 so that i can get myself ready to meet dnah and i don't know who else are coming along, meeting them at marina. the mosttt digusting thing happened to me yesterday! i was eating my zinger burger peacefully with khai and all of the sudden i saw something crawling on my shoulders and up to my ear, it was a fuckin cockroach! i freaked out a little bit then continued eating, hah! 2 more months left for my O's now, it's either do or die, prelims next week and i've just started to study, how sucky can that be! there's this saying in order to be at top , you gotta be from the bottom. ok great i think i gotta go and get ready now! till then au revoir!

la vie est très contradictoires

2008-08-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

While i was on board the train on my way back just now, i saw this malay guy, he's face was sadly disfigured, as in the part under his nose where it has stitches until his lips kinda thing, i'm not sure what it's called, he has this confident look on him, as in whatever that he has is nothing disturbing, and i must say his hair was pretty awesome! this made me realised that what matters most is how you pull yourself, even if you're the most goodlooking person in the world but you don't have confident, nothing will be right, something random. Went to bowling yesterday with amour, shocking i manged to get a strike, i really suck at it, i think i need to go bowling more often soo that i can brush up on my sucky bowling skills, had our dinner and went back home, today was kinda mundane, nothing much happened, went out to revise my studies in which i have not been doing for quite some time, the whole thing is still ambiguous, as in i'm still not sure what i want to do after my O's, i still don't have a proper plan all this while are just my dreams etc etc etc, but one fine day, i'm sure i'll be somewhere, not something big, but definitely somewhere, all i can do right now is just give my very best and hope everything will turn out as i dreamt. till then, au revoir!

Je remercie Dieu pour mes résultats!

2008-08-13T17:23:00.003+08:00

The results for Malay O level are out and thankfully i managed to get A2! hahaha!At first i thought it was all impossible cause my teacher mentioned that only 2 managed to get a distinction, and it was razzak and me, glad that that's over!! looks like i don't really have much of a choice but to study hard and if i get good results not only will i do well for my O levels but i will also get a complimentary trip to london, proudly sponsored by my form teacher,soo it's like killing two birds with one stone, so we take this as a motivation to succeed and do well, cause he has made a deal with us that if anyone of us who can get an A1 for any subject, he'll pay for our flight and also accomodation, the food and shopping part we gotta pay it ourself, That is really good enough for me! soo let's all pray together that i'll get at least an A1 for 1 subject, amin!

i love ma vie, période.

2008-08-10T21:04:00.003+08:00

I had fun. ok let's go! on friday, it's one the worst day of my life!!! in the morning, i was very annoyed, first of all it's because my phone can't function, as in they said that my sim card is not registered secondly i was kind of late and third the students were oh so stubborn and the teachers were plain useless, as in they just sat and watched the student leaders do all the work, how pathetic! afterwards we went to this neighbourhood area which is like really far and you gotta walk under the scorching sun and to do what ? to just hold hands and recite the pledge. Afterwhich we went back to the stadium and we can leave, how grating is that!!!!

went to junction 8 to take my lunch. Went to yani's place around 7.30 cause yogi's fetching us from there, the most unpleasant thing happened, i was watching tv and sitting on the floor, so when i wanted to stand up and go to the toilet, i rested my arm on the glass table so that i can stand, while doing so, i think i pressed too hard till the whole table broke! trust me, it's literally broken, the glass shattered in pieces the wooden legs , dismantled. i started to panic like fcuk, but she was ok with it and she said she can't be angry, it's her birthday! thankfully! went to orchard's swensens and had a huge meal, there were suprises and all, it was huge fun!

On saturday, i was forced to wake up at 10 cause i gotta accompany my mom to a wedding at bedok reservoir, then we rushed and got ready for the National Day Parade, soo this is the first time i'm going since primary 5, i was soo looking forward to it my dad was suppose to go but he changed his mind soo my second brother's girlfriend tagged along, and thankfully it all went well! but while we were waiting for the show to start, it started to drizzle and the clouds were scarily dark, but our joy and excited was unfazed! we tried to be optimistic but thankfully it all worked our fine! the thing that i liked most is obviously the fireworks, it was breath taking! then the going back home part, was really saddening, it was jam packed and we had to take baby steps. the rest of them went to dinner at spize grill while i met amour at bishan for dinner at swensens, again. Went home and i was exhausted, drop dead tired.

Sunday! it's the chill day, went to cousins crib at tampines to get some stuff and just rest at home. the tiredness is still there, but i'm sure it'll be better soon. The thing that i noticed today while at my cousin's place, Human beings can't run away from mistakes, obviously, everyone's flawed, but i feel that if you've done something wrong, why not apologize? would you rather go through a whole tedious process just to make people thing that you didn't make the mistake and the person whom you've wronged is the one supposed to be blame ? And to make things worst, you added a few stories of yourself ? how shameful! but as a strong believer of karma, i'll just wait and see what will happen. i know it'll happen soon. au revoir!

quand je suis certain que vous êtes l'un.

2008-08-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

I learnt that only you can change yourself. it's how you adapt to your surroundings, the different phases that you go through during your lifetime will let you choose whichyou prefer the most, and as naive as we are, we would definitely chose something that we're comfortable in, that can assure us some optimistic opinions that we can truly rely on, but in the long run, we tend to not know what might hit us hard in the head, something that starts nicely does not mean that it will end nicely, but life is full of risks it's how you manage it and how wise you think, some will show a callous attitude whereas others will keep whining about it. i just took a risk in my life, but i know at the end of the day, knowing that you have someone that you can truly rely on, someone who can whole-heartedly accept you as you are and not what you're trying to be, albeit our hardship when we initially started, look where we are now, it's just magical, we've set our fundamentals firmly,we shall move up now. me and you, an instinctive desire, against everyone, feels like the world evolves around us. we will continue to decipher each other, and may this blithful relationship continues without fail.

maladroitement drôle.

2008-08-06T14:18:00.002+08:00

It's official now. the date for the malay 'O' level results will be out on tueday, 12th of august and so will my DPA result. dang! getting very nervous now. may i pass, well i mean. had a very long day yesterday, i was suppose to go home straight after school till mr siva came and inform me to stay for the prefect meeting, which i had too, left at around 3.30, reached home and chilled for awhile then met amour to watch the mummies, we initally went to amk hub, but the queue was annoyingly long! so i brazenly cut the queue and asked the counter to see the seating plans, and my instincts was right! there was only the front row ! how absurd! soo we decided to go to yishun's GV. the movie started around 8.35 soo we had our dinner first and chilled for awhile cause we were there since 7.30. initially the movie was pretty humdrum, but when the action started, boy they don't know how to stop. it was superb, minus the starting of course. Soo by the time i reached home, i was pretty worn out. and finally today, i've some rest. gotta study a little bit later on. that's all for now, i wanna shower. au revoir!

je t'aime, j'ai vraiment faire.

2008-08-03T23:32:00.002+08:00

wonderful, superb, excellent, fantastic, magical week. Everything went really well. had fun. eventhough it was kinda tiring it was fruitful. met Amour 4 times this wekk, as usual, we were lost everywhere. and on saturday met amour again before meeting the rest at city hall, we had lots of fun jumping and snapping pictures! and i went to labrador park for breakfast in the morning, cut my hair at woodlands in the afternoon with the company of miss yani and went to study at starbucks at night then met amour, i'm exhausted, i've a history test tmrw which i've yet to study! au revoir !

soo totalement digusted et fatigué.

2008-07-30T15:22:00.002+08:00

My apologies for not updating my blog, again. i seriously need to stop saying sorry man. ok hectic hectic week, finally i've ample time to do some blog updating, nothing much happened the past few days, just lots of going out and schooling. ouh yes, i've finally watched the darknight! i tried downloading in on the net but when i transferred it to the ipod, it turned out to be porn, sheesh. soo yeah, good movie! i had to hold my pee for quite some time, record breaking i must say. ouh on saturday we went to omi's place as he'll be moving to pasir ris this friday, so it was kinda like a farewell party. when i was relaxing at the pool, i was flabbergasted when i saw my nephews and nieces, hahaa! those adorable little things, they were there for some gathering or whatsoever, soo after that karaoke-ing and watching army daze, we all decided to go on our own ways, so me dinah and akiff were in a state of confusion as we don't know whether to go to this thing at rp or town, soo ended up going to town and played games when myaa and iqel joined us, had fun! went to starbucks with yani yesterday to just chill, since both of us were bored at home and had nothing better to do. i can't wait for national day parade!! au revoir!

et vous commencez à développer des sentiments

2008-07-24T17:15:00.002+08:00

Hectic hectic week, had soo many things going on , been going home quite late for the past few days, lots of things that's needed to be done, first i gotta prepare for the teacher's day thingy, second i gotta do lots of studying, which i've not been doing alot lately and third my kitchen toilet's flooring is being renovated and changed soo the drilling is damn annoying. i'm looking forward for this sunday cause i'm meeting my cousins and monday cause my new sofa which i chose is arriving. my mock prelim results are out and it's terrible! i seriously need to buck up for my own benefit, and my sister's going bonkers because she's giving her fiancee 24 birthday presents just because he's turning 24, and where's my 17 birthday present, it's lesser ya know, sheesh! i just noticed that my family really pampered me alot, i know everyone around has noticed it already but i don't think i can leave without them, they're the dopest, coolest,greatest,adorable-est, funniest family anyone can ever wish for! au revoir!

voix rauque, des mélodies douces.

2008-07-21T22:03:00.002+08:00

The sore throat is still here. haha. i had one of the worst weekend ever, i can barely go out cause was super weak. So on saturday i was suppose to meet dinah juls and all but i ended up staying at home, didn't have the energy to do so, but i did go out in the evening, my mum, brother and me went around town in search of a new sofa, which we've found, really nice, my choice, haha! and i saw this one superrr duperrr huge sofa!! but it was not for sale. then on sunday i was still sucky as ever, but i still had to accompany my mum to a wedding in tampines, can't allow her to go there alone, she'll be out of place , thereafter she went to her step mother's place while i went home in need of sleep as my head was really spinning. Went home and had ample rest, i slept at around 11 cause at night the flu was getting worst and on monday, which is today, it got slightly better. Met elfi who just came back from aussie and we went to hard rock cafe for lunch, ordered some set thingy and had some drinks then we just chilled and talked, and i went home cause i'm still not feeling to good. reached home around 7 and here i am blogging away, school tomorrow, sucky. au revoir!

quelqu'un de spécial n'est pas nécessaire.

2008-07-19T15:39:00.003+08:00

Having a really really bad sore throat right now, all thanks to alot of shouting yesterday. the school organised a sports carnival cum racial harmony day, soo i was all hyped up cause first of all, i'm wearing my new class t-shirt in which the whole class have put in their efforts and it has finally payed off, the most superb t-shirt in the whole school, i'm not trying to burst my own bubble, but our design is the only one that actually has a variety of colours, and the colour of the t-shirt itself is already striking enough till you can notice it from afar, that i can ensure you , based on my personal experience that i had yesterday. haha! i started the day off by running all around the school, then the whole thing starts, and me, hafiza, rui min, nurul and shi jie were in the pushball, i swear to god the express kids played fuckin rough, if u can beat them join them. but we still lost, i think. haha. then we had the dunking game where mr chang was dunked, the satisfaction. haha! then there where mrs chu also and mr neelan! it was hilarious i tell you. After that we had the class celebration where the may jun and july babies cut the cake, there was pizza and everything, plain awesome!

Went home and my whole body was aching, but Me, dinah, muhsin, shaida, farhan, rui min, razi and rai decided to meet up at night for shisha-ing, soo i had to drag myself there initially, but it was all really fun, we played a few card games and truth and dare, where muhsin farhan dinah razi and shaida got dared ! true sportsmanship! dinah had to go to the carpet next to us, asked what flavour their's is , sucked it and lick the tip! and she did! whereas shaida's dare was to take a sexy picture with minah rep.Razi's dare was to go to a group of people shishaing and shouted something. muhsin had to shout i'm tin tin the si shuffler and shuffled around the bin and farhan had to strip and shout i'm the man around dinah. haha! told ya we had fun, ok till then, au revoir !

Trop occupé à même de penser

2008-07-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

Thought process has been on the low due to packed schedule for the past 3 days, i think i'm becoming more slower, either that or the world's getting faster and i seriously need to do some catching up. I just noticed that sometimes when people talk they contradict it with their actions, something random that i decided to brought up. school has been really blood sucking mind boggling leg breaking time, too many stuff, too little time, had my listening comprehension yesterday, it started at 4.30 and ended at 5.30, so by the time i reached home, it was already 6.30 going 7, soo i just rested at home and went to bed around 11. Came to school like a zombie today but i just have to look energetic for the sake of school, Farhan is being an ass today, i sat beside him for most of the lessons and he kept on making jokes and making me laugh eventhough i tried to hold it in, and for that i was scolded by mr chang and mrs chu, sucky, but it was good though, like people always say, laughter is the best medicine. The feeling of giving up is that, but i know that i just have to suck it in and hold on for a few more months and just give my best shot, whatever the end result is, i know i've given my best. collecting the class T-shirt tomorrow, i really hope it'll turn out nice, the lady is such an arse, we're suppose to be getting it by today and she postponed it to tomorrow, the worst part is that the time is still not confirmed yet. like i said, thought process is kinda slow, i think that'll be all for now, hoping friday would be a fun day, there'll be the carnival and all, till then, au revoir!

vous êtes vraiment spéciale pour moi.

2008-07-13T23:31:00.004+08:00

Let's just say that i had a wonderful weekend with a little glitch. friday night my mum told me to accompany her to a wedding at tampines, it's her friend's kid, the father just passed away a few months ago, sadly. So, woke up on saturday, had a wonderful morning, had koko crunch, as usual. watched tv, and got myself ready for the wedding. i was soo shocked to see a few of my mother's friends! i thought that it's only the 2 of us, then there was 3 other aunties, soo i was annoyed, i was cheated, haha. soo i just go with the flow bla bla bla. at the wedding there was like mat reps everywhere, literally! damn pai sey. The worst part is coming, when we sat the round table, more of her friends came!!!!!!!! so, i was the only thorn among the ermm, not so fresh roses, haha! how embarassing more can that be, i just had to make full use out of it, i was annoyed soo i kept pinching her to go home, then finally she understood, she kept laughing and laughing like it's funny to see me suffer! went home , changed as fast as i could and meet juls,omi,myaa,iqel,mihah at city hall, dnah was at amk doing a show and she insisted that she go home first to change, but after much psychoing she decided to just go there straight, went there met them and had lots of fun, rai, shaida and ruimin joined a little later and left soon after for lau pa sat. we took 338 pictures that night , and trust me, it was hilarious. went home and was totally exhausted!

Sunday is the chillin day, woke up with my annoying siblings trying to irritate me by making alot of noise and squeezing me, we watched some movies on hbo and took our lunch, my cousin came to do the wirings then i did some mugging and applied for the direct polytechnic admission, it took me quite some time to finish that thing, super annoying i tell u. Andy has finally got his fcukin gilera which he promised me that he'll take me on a ride, since i kinda like that bike alot cause it looks like it's safe. Met yani at civics starbucks cause she had some assignments to settle with and i needed her help with the dpa thingy, soo yeah, we just chilled there and had some drinks, catch up on the most recent things, she's been busy with uni and told me that it's really pressurising, dang. i really hope all will go well. till then, au revoir !

Je suis dans un état de confusion.

2008-07-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

i'm sure all of you have heard this before, people always say that being a teenager is the hardest point in your life as this is where you decipher yourself, and make sure that it is u and not a wannabe, well, i'm kinda immune to confusion by now as first of all my fickle-mindedness keeps getting on my nerves, secondly, life is just too complicated, just wanna share some of my thoughts, ok. yesterday, abg han's family came like super early, 11.30, i was still sleeping in bed but i accidentally woke up as they were quite loud, sheesh, the brought alesha along! this cute little princess, she's just 2 years old but she's oh so smart, when she dislike someone, she'll just go"mamu gemok", hahaha, very adorable, and you should see her thick bouncyful and curly hair. ok they left around 2.30, so i just sat at home till 4+ then went to town to meet zee, he just got back from an interview and he was short listed, that annoying mat rep, haha! he dragged me along to watch WANTED, i've already watched it, but since it's his treat, i just said ok, watched it, then he had to rush home and i waited for elfi to end work since he'll be going back to yishun why not we just go home together, reached home and slept!

today, is not as mundane as i expected, had PE, played dodgeball, was suppose to be doing my 5 stations, but mr ong kept dragging the time, soo forget it, ok i swear to god nothing much happened today, i'll tell more in the future, ok gotta go now! ciao!

tout est correct maintenant

2008-07-09T11:47:00.002+08:00

Been quite hectic for the past 2 days, let's start with monday, the usual routine, woke up, breakfast,etc etc etc. met elfi and suzie at city hall, they were looking for a strawberry cake to welcome shahdan back from his overseas match, soo we decided to buy a strawberry shortcake from some shop at raffles city, got a t-shirt for myself then we headed down to bugis purvis st and went to mind's cafe, the cafe is full of different types of board games, but before that we ordered some food and waited for shahdan to come. There was lot of people there, soo therefore, it's pretty noisy, and especially the table opposite us, i don't know whether they're suppose to be that loud or they just want attention, we chilled ate, then the whole game starts, haha! it was pretty fun, played taboo, jenga etc etc etc, but the most thrilling was taboo, they have the most peculiar things on it, like saddam hussein, rojak etc etc etc, after that we stopped and brought the cake out, so by this point of time, i was pretty much full but i had no choice so i just ate the cake, it was really nice, melts in your mouth kinda thingy. when we're done with the cake we went to suntec city's starbucks to just unwind and laugh out heads out with peace, went there, talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh then we all headed back home.

And on tuesday, school starts, after 4 days of holiday for me, went to school as per normal, farhan has pulse on his ass and mr siva didn't allow him to go home and he was soo agitated, haha, but somehow i think he managed to sneak out, soo yeah, the normal routine, social studies was such a bore that i fell asleep! after that was maths my most beloved subject(how contradicting more can i be). this is where the fun part starts, while i was in the train on my way back home, i was dozing off u see, then i received a phone call by abg(sis's fiancee), the first time when he called, he was talking to someone else, soo i hung up, then he called me again, he was like "sis in hospital, she had an attack at work, call mum inform her and meet me at the hospital", soo i was shocked i kinda shouted in the train, so i had to alight at bishan and make a U-turn, called mum and informed her that sis is at SGH, same reaction, she went HAH! i tell u she's super fast!!! when i called home again she's already out and on her way, superwoman.

soo i was practically dragging myself there, cause first of all i'm tired and secondly i'm sleepy, but i have to go there, it was a superrrrr longgggg walk from the mrt station to the A&E unit i tell u!! so by the time i reached there, i was searching for abg han like an idiot, then he said u wait outside, i was like ok,then soon after, mum arrived and abg han came out, he said that sis had an anxiety attack at work, and they bought her the wrong medicine, soo she was shivering like as if she's at the north pole,( this part is where she told me how the whole ordeal happened) her friend, grace, ran to get her an anti-anxiety pill, but that pill as what the doctor said was a tranquiliser, phewww, after she took the pill, it got worst, soo they had to call the ambulance, she was soo touched when the gm and staff from gucci group came to help , and even one of the manager whom she thought was arrogant was the one who helped carry her up, it's like a teamwork, her colleagues helped with her belongings and id and called the ambulance, while the people from gucci tried to calm her down cause by now she was having fits and all, the ambulance came and brought her out of paragon and rushed her to the hospital, we had to wait for her for a longggg time, cause they took her blood count and we have to wait for the results, and her heartbeat was unstable, soo waited and waited and waited, till 11, went back home and straight away fell asleep,was too tired. soo that's all, remember to bring your pills everywhere you go. au revoir!

Je suis heureux, vous êtes heureux, nous sommes heureux.

2008-07-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

A pretty awesome weekend i must say, started out mundane but the end result was plain awesome, on saturday morning, woke up, had breakfast and just sat at home, went to causeway for awhile in the afternoon to get some stuff and returned home, met dnah at city hall around 6.30, the plan was that we're suppose to meet at 6 but we turned out to be late, as usual, i know. Met samihah, Sumaiyah, Julyanna,Omar and Haiqel at burger king as they wanted to take their lunch cum dinner but me and dnah didn't joined them cause she wanted long john so yeah went to long john ate and we got ourselves ready for the fireworks. As a typical singaporean that we are, we sat at the grass patch infront of marina squares' Mc D, while waiting for the fireworks to start, we sat laughed took alot of pictures. When the fireworks start, it was breath taking, really nice, the girls were all shouting their lungs out, haha! the was alot of M.R., they were like literally everywhere! after the aerial display, we went back in to marina square cause some of us desperately needed the restroom, afterwards, mihah and maiya had to leave cause no one was home to take of their siblings, so the rest of us walked to the riverside and just chilled there, reached home around 11.30 then i had to change cause sis asked me out for supper , so abg han fetched me and we went to sembawang for an awesome supper, reached home around 1+ and straight to bed.

The next morning, i was forced to wake up at 9 cause they wanna go out for breakfast, but before that , we have to fetch my dad from marina south pier, soo yeah,we fetched him and thereafter we went straight to labrador park for breakfast, i had mee rebus, it was delicious! reached home around 1 or so and i took a nap as i was too sleepy and i can't take it anymore, woke up, chilled a little bit and got myself ready cause the family's going to my uncle's house in tampines, went there, had lots of fun, aunty cooked a superb meal, played with the cousins and left around 12, and here i am making a post at 1 in the morning. i seriously need to start studying and stop slacking, seriously. ok till here then. au revoir!

Je suis heureux, je n'ai pas besoin de personne.

2008-07-04T23:55:00.007+08:00

A good day i must say, i didn't go to school because i overslept, eventhough i slept early last night, my mum forgot to wake me up, but by the time she did, it was already 7 , so i told her don't bother, so yeah, so i went back to sleep and woke around 11 and had my breakfast and went to the mosque for the usual friday prayer and went back home, relaxed for awhile and changed, met some friends at century square's billy bombers to have lunch and when i was at tampines mall, they were selling alot of japanese korean food in the centre of the mall, and when i was on my way out, i almost vomited, because the smell was terrible! soo yeah, after that we decided to go to town, went to town, and all of us were singing stupid stuff in the car, american boy , pieces of me, whatever the radio was playing. then we went to heeren, hairoz wanna look at some stuff and then we went to spinelli to just chill and have some coffee, laugh laugh laugh, and when we were there, a group of faggots did the most stupidest thing which they thought was cool, the guy behind me was alone with his laptop, soo when he went to the toilet, this group of faggots wrote something on a piece of paper, and one of them ran to the laptop and placed it under it, and they were laughing hysterically like as if it's something amusing, sheeesh! so after that we decided to head back home cause it was already 10+ and i was feeling kinda lethargic for no specific reason. ok then, i'm off to bed. au revoir!

J'ai fini et plus avec

2008-07-03T17:57:00.003+08:00

My malay oral is finally over!! all the suspense that i had to bear with before the whole thing, it's over in less than like 10 minutes, i think, it went ok, not as bad as i expected it to be, me uzair fizah and khairunnisah were playing snake and ladder while waiting for our turn, then slowly one by one left, like as if death was calling upon them, sadly i was the last person to go, i was damn nervous, butterflies all over then i felt numb. haha. the reading was ok, the conversation part was not so bad, the weirdest thing was that, one of the invigilator kept smiling at me, like all the way, until i'm done, so yeah. and we took some random shots in class since we were having 2 hours of free period, sheesh! now my life is all about school and studies and that is it. au revoir!

i besoin de quelqu'un dans ma vie

2008-07-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hectic hectic hectic, that's all i can say, life's been really busy lately, with school especially, ok today was an exception, lepak core, just had fun, thankful that i've a wonderful class, haha. life has been really complicating lately, like soo many stuff all jumbled up, i don't really feel like saying much, long day tomorrow and ouh yeah my malay oral is on thursday, wish me luck. girl, you're soo fine. au revoir

pourquoi toutes les bonnes choses doivent venir à une fin?

2008-06-27T17:21:00.003+08:00

It's been quite some time since i've last made an entry, i've been like really really

busy, school has already started last monday and i've been having my mid year examinations for the past few days and today was my last paper ! finally, some room to breathe, ouh yeah, our class has been moved to this new container thingy, fully air-condition, very nice, but it is too cold, like everyone's freezing in there, but ouh well, we'll get use to it, eventually. ouh yeah, finally got an ipod touch from my dad since he knew that i wanted it soo badly, thanks dad. i'm looking forward to 4 things this year, first of all, my O levels, secondly, for it to be over, third, my sister's wedding and last but not least the results ! haha. soo to sum it all, i'm just looking forward to my O levels to be over and done with. let's just say that i'm going through a rough time at this point and things have not been going as smoothly as i expected it to be , but i'm not gonna be emo bla bla bla, life has to go on, i'm young for goodness sake, sheesh. ok i think that'll be all for now, plain lazy to continue my typing. au revoir!

dans un état de confusion

2008-06-21T02:00:00.002+08:00

First of all, i would like to apologise for not updating my blog for quite sometime, life has been a little hectic nowadays, been doing alot of things that i'm not suppose to every now and then, haha. i just knew something, in life, you lose some, but you definitely gain more, well , honestly speaking, life has not been fair to me as far as i can recall, but with this, i understand life a little better, you can never please everyone, but it is important to please yourself, cause at the end of the day, you'll be responsible for your own actions. ok, realistically, i know that i won't pass my mid year exams as well or whether i would even pass it in the first place, but seriously i don't care, the thing that i'm aiming for is my 'O's, it will come, i don't have to prove to no one my capabilities but just me(tryna be optimistic over here,lol).

Secondly, i'm really thankful for all the great moments i've had with everyone of my family and my friends, it has been really good, thank you soo very much. i'm typing like as if i'm gonna die. haha! but no, i just like to appreciate and be thankful with things that i'm blessed with currently, ouh yes! i'm very excited, my brother managed to get 6 NDP tickets, soo it looks like the whole family will be going to watch this year, and i'm also looking forward to my sister's wedding, which if i'm not mistaken should be at the end of the year and most importantly is, the day after my last paper!!! haha. till then i've really sleepy, nights. au revoir!

Eh bien, je croyais que c'était la fin

2008-06-13T22:21:00.003+08:00

Another good day yet again, had a very good night sleep last night, with some peace, finally. woke up around 12 and got myself ready for the the friday prayers. i just love this place cause i can just take my own sweet time to get ready and walk, cause there's always a place for us, it's rarely packed, soo thankfully, prayed and went back home and get ready to meet elfi, went to raffles city cause he's helping his friend to sell off her handbag, went to canele thereafter to have our lunch and i got myself some spaghetti and after that we just walked around raffles city, the initial plan was to window shop, but i decided to get a tee from guess, again. after that we chilled for awhile before i head back home cause aunt's coming over to my place to send my grandma back home, which is now here. got some engagement thingy to attend to tomorrow soo i guess i gotta turn in early tonight. soo that is all for now,au revoir. see me decipherin' u.

euphorie dans mon coeur

2008-06-12T23:14:00.003+08:00

FINALLY. just wanna be a lil dramatic. ok. yes today! a pretty good day i must say, woke up had koko crunch for breakfast, sat at home, danced with mom !! she was watching the television then the 80's songs were on, so the both of us started to dance! haha! the best mum ever. ok , in the late afternoon i was still at home, My initial plan was to not go out at all. like stay put at home the wholeee dayyyyyy. i eventually went out around 6+ to meet dynah and aranti, they wanted me to accompany them to get some stuff, soo yeah, we went to tangs first and she got some MAC shit, and i tell u , the beauty consultant was drop dead gorgeous! ok enough of that, after that we headed down to far east plaza to have our dinner, our initial plan was to eat nasi ayam penyet at lucky plaza but we decided to go far east instead cause i'm not a huge fan of spices. I had nasi goreng seafood, it was pretty good, and halfway through dinner, we bumped into the dudes, hakim dans brendon etc etc etc, soo yeah, said our hellos and they went off and we continued our dinner, and while we were on our way to taka, bumped into them again, and chatted for awhile then we went to zara, they bought some stuff and all, and we just chilled at takashimaya and did stupid stuff, met my sister at paragon after she has ended work and we headed home together, for the first time i'm taking this feeder bus back home,167, i usually take the train and all but insisted soo yeah. it was one hell of a bus ride i tell ya! haha! i was like stepping on everyone's foot and trust me, they were pretty annoyed i tell ya! when finally my sister and i got a seat, i realised that my earphone's rubber is missing, soo yeah, when i was about to alight, i noticed that it was at the place where i was previously standing! thankfully, alighted and went to mr teh tarik, to get some teh tarik, and went back home and the 4 of us were like playing a game with the straw and got scolded by mom. lol. brazen kid, unfazed by your immaturity, and wacko was his name-0! au revoir!

une fois par rejeter, sera toujours

2008-06-11T22:44:00.005+08:00

After 2 days of non stop fun , i'm finally making a post, i was too lazy too make one and besides, i didn't have the time too, it's not like i don't have a life or friends ya know, thankfully i'm blessed with lots of them. :] i can't really recall much of the things i've done, but one things for sure, studies was on top of the list! met dinah on both days to do some intense studying(not), she's my so called study partner, soo yeah. on monday, hmm. went to coffee bean cause it's much more peaceful then starbucks, did some social studies and then shaida came a lil later, dans and hakim came around 7+ and shaida left, soo yeah, we had fun, talked, and took a lot of pictures with hakims' uber cool new digital camera, then we moved to starbucks cause we want to get all hyped up for picture taking! lol. then i went back home as i was drop dead tired.

Tuessssdayyy. met dinah , again, around 4 and we went to esplanade library to do more mugging and more social studies. haha. ended around 8 and we went to the rooftop to loosen up a lil bit and got wild and out of hand, cause dinah started dancing when there wasn't any songs being played. soo yeah, after that we went to marina square , i got my starbucks and she got her nuggets at MC'd, chilled at the steps then coincedentally we bumped into aiman and his friends , which one of the girl was one of primary school friend. had fun and then we headed home. loser loser on the wall, at least i've the looks and friends and what do u have, those cheap malaysian facial products. boohooo. mummy i'm lose,tighten me up please!

I'm sorry that it has to end like this, it was a beauty, but time wasn't on our side. you'll always be with me, period. haha!

p.s.: you're more albeit to lose.

saignements amour

2008-06-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling very lethargic and exhausted right now. woke around 1, ok i woke up late cause i slept really late last night, soo it's pretty reasonable. dinah asked me to accompany her to study, cause the initial plan was to follow my mum to courts to get some stuff but then i decided to meet A , so yeah, We went around paragon to do some window shopping and tried on some nice stuff and then we went to takashimaya to do more window shopping and then we decided to go to breeks to have our dinner, the pasta was scrumptious! then we decided to head back home as A has some family issues to attend to. A pretty fun, exciting day it is. ouh yeah, i just knew someone who's wimpy, frugal and obnoxious. grow up please. au revoir!

You're the sweetest piece of meat. you're more apt to be the best one so far.

Tiger Lily, la chanson qui coincé dans ma tête.

2008-06-07T19:16:00.003+08:00

While doing this post, My nose is like a blocked pipe waiting for some air to be pumped in so that it can breath again, i am not exaggerating.lol. well first things first, i was doing alot of contemplation for the past few days, thinking about my life , reminiscing the past, how my parents brought me up so well, and be where am i now, i'm truly grateful to them, And to my wonderful siblings, albeit sometimes they can really get on my nerves, they have been there for me when in need, whether be it in sadness or in joy. i'm not being melodramatic or whatsoever, but they were one of the issues that i thought about for the past few days, and secondly is my education, with a muse by my side, who's always there to bring my spirits up when it's on the low, thank u so much, thanks for all those wonderful moments, you're truly special to me and finally the problems that i'm currently facing, to those people out there who wants to talk shit about me and spread rumours and lies, go right ahead, we can't stop people from talking, soo go ahead , say what u want, i'm sick and tired of stopping, karma will be your payback, trust me , one day you all will get it. Enough of all this stuff, my summary of the past 2 days!

On friday which is yesterday of course, woke around 12 , went to the mosque and be the good boy that i usually am. went back home straight after that, got myself ready and went to northpoint and meet dydy, initially i wanted to get some stuff, but on second thought i just might get it some other time, got myself a starbucks since the weather was really humid, then i accompanied him to eat his lunch, met mom after that to shop at NTUC and went back home to rest for awhile. And at night i met A, it was great, as usual. We decided to go to east coast park to just chill and hang out, soo we headed to coffee bean, grab some drinks and just have a really good conversation. so by now, i'm sure you all would've noticed that i like to keep my life esoteric, soo just deal with it ok. The characteristics of this particular person that i admire is the persons' clairvoyance, sense of humour , modestness and the actions. i thank you for embellishing my life and being my muse.

and today! i woke up around 12 as usual, and made up my mind to do some revisions since i've not been doing it for the past few days, soo i headed down to civic's starbucks to do my revision studied till 5+ and i went back home, took a nap cause body was really feeling weak and lethargic, i was suppose to go to this dance explosion thingy at pasir ris, but i don't think with the illness that i'm having, i doubt i can go, besides it's tooo latee already. ouh well, i'm just gonna sit at home and enjoy the evening. till then au revoir!

profondément en amour

2008-06-05T20:30:00.004+08:00

Taken today at suntec. The SP open house, with my tour guide for the day.

Birthday, had a small supper.

I am really blitheful, had tons of fun the past few days. Met an old friend during my b'day which dinah thought was the girl that i'm seeing but it's not, after that we just went shopping, and we were exhausted halfway through. haha. went back home, got myself ready for dinner, we didn't had a proper one cause dad's still away, soo gotta wait till he comes back to have a proper celebration.

Then on the 4th, i had a course to attend to, it was the SP open house, it was pretty mundane, nothing that excite me, lots of bitch fit from the other schools and sabotages between me and dinah that was going on there, but nevertheless, it was still fun, We would've been really lost if it's not for our mr ezzat, our tour guide for the day, thanks dude! went back home and had ample rest, was feeling kinda lethargic thereafter but still managed to have some fun at home with the siblings and sister's fiancee.

Today, met elfie at city hall, was late. we had fun , and it was so nice of him to give a guess wallet as a present, thanks man, cause he saw my wallet and he said that it looks like a primary school kid.lol, we walked around town and went home after that and here i am making a post feeling excited for no reason. that's all for now, au revoir!

c'est mon anniversaire!

2008-06-03T02:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. haha. first things first, i wanna thank all those who have wished me on my birthday, thanks guys and girls! this year is a lil bit different though, different=nice. i didn't thought much about it though, got plenty of wishes went the clock strikes 12, touched. but, the thing that really melted me was that, i received a phone call around 10.30 to come down to my void deck from let's just name this person A. i was getting worried as it was already 11.15 and A was still not here yet. and then it was 11.50, A asked me to come down, soo yeah went down, A had a present for me, haha , how sweet , it was a book together with a card. soo by the time A arrived, it was already 12 on the dot.pretty sweet i must say. thanks alot. :] SUPER HOT 17! LOL! AU REVOIR!!!

Je ne sais pas pourquoi, je suis extatique.

2008-06-02T00:03:00.003+08:00

A pretty good day i must say. Woke up around 11, and shockingly dad made an american breakfast for me, bacon, susages , scrambled eggs and orange juice. how sweet of him, lol. and sat at home a little while .cousins came over had lots of fun, brought my nephew to northpoint, it was fun and disastrous, he cried. haha! and then went back home, chilled a lil while and got myself ready for the movie. went to watched made of honours, we were a lil bit late, but it's ok. we still managed to enjoy the movie and after that we went to eat arnold's. lot's of fun.
then roam around the city and went back home. that's all for now. au revoir !

fatigué et il Lovin

2008-05-31T20:15:00.001+08:00

What's up! i am ecstatic, first of all, my birthday is coming up in a few more days, jyeah!! went to watch indiana jones just now, it's a pretty good show i must say, it's a must watched, super adventurous. ouh yeah, i didn't do much yesterday except for went to tampines to just chill a lil bit and collect some nice stuff! haha. i can't talk much , goin out, au revoir !

vous êtes juste un perdant total angine

2008-05-28T23:03:00.004+08:00

bonjour. it's 11.09 pm and i'm exhausted. went studying the whole day at woodlands library, did my english essay, thank god i'm done with that and revised my social studies and studied a little bit of physics. ouh yeah , the picture of my sister was taken yesterday lateee at nighttt when the 2 of us were unpacking some of her stuff and we decided to snap snap, kinda like this picture, she looks kinda sweet wearing a veil. ouh yeah and the first one was taken when i was taking a break in the library, something random. ok i think i'm gonna end now. kinda tired. au revoir.

That sweet smile of yours just melts me each time i look at it.

Je suis désolé, au revoir

2008-05-27T14:26:00.003+08:00

And finally, it's over, the mother tongue paper went quite well, hopefully i can get a good grade for it, the suspense was killing me! when i was about to start my paper 1 i could already feel mother nature calling me up for a major business, i was holding it in! haha! went home and relax and all. something unexpected kinda happened. ouh yeah, went to civic's starbucks to do some studying, felt much better after that. today was annoying, gotta wake up early to go for english remedial, and when i was on the train, it was freakin packed ! and i had to stand all the way till city hall. Reached school and went to class, the remedial only lasted for like less than an hour !! how annoying was that! went home and here i am now, making a post.

I'm truly sorry for the things that have happened, You were really nice, but i don't think it'll work out, we're just 2 worlds apart. i'm sure you'll be better off without me. i'm sorry, goodbye.

mon coeur de pompage très rapide! Super nerveux

2008-05-25T18:43:00.003+08:00

This is very nerve wrecking, My first malay paper is tomorrow, and yes i've studied and all, but the feeling is just plain weird, ouh well, we'll just have to wait and see tomorrow. i just watched ayat ayat cinta yesterday cause dinah says that it's a must watch, soo yeah i went there, and yes the movie was really good, the whole row was crying, lol! when i watched the movie i felt sooo guilty , cause the main actor, he's such a role model, superrr pious knows everything that's suppose to be known and yet he still feels that he has done alot of sin, if he feels that way then what am i suppose to feel, i seriously need to repent soon, hopefully !! i must be jokinggg. i'm excited ! au revoir !

Je suis vraiment épuisé

2008-05-24T00:13:00.003+08:00

I am drop dead tired and my spine hurts like hell, woke up around 11 today, then i went to the mosque for my friday prayers, the scorching sun was killing me! the moment i got out of the mosque, i was sweating and by the time i reached home, i was drenched in my own sweat, disgusting much, cooled myself down, and then i get myself ready to meet dnah to study for my upcoming malay paper, it was very intensed. while i was on my way back from my break i saw miss ashikin a.k.a. my malay teacher with her boyfy, then i smsed her to come down to the library cause we need her help, and as a good teacher, she came down and answered all our queries, kinda relieved a lil bit, then we left around 8.10 and headed to marina square for awhile to do some window shopping, she dragged me from one shop to another even when i told her i was famished, meanie! we went to youth park to meet the rest of them, cause aizat nash and mizan were practising there and i was in the mood to eat rice, soo yeah we went there and as usual i was laughing like nobody's business, but what really amused me was dan's haircut !! he looks more boyish than ever !! he was reallly piqued when i kept pestering him on his haircut and all! lol ! after all that fun, i noticed that it was already 10.30 soo i had to leave, went back home with flat battery and i couldn't listen to my music in the train dammit ! and i walked home from the interchange and i actually jogged a lil bit.lol! and now here i am exhausted and getting ready to go to bed. nights ! au revoir !

Je suis à ça

2008-05-23T00:38:00.003+08:00

Everything happened soo fast, emotions rushed in, ambigious at first, but now i see the picture. thank you for the tender loving moments.

just a few seconds before i'm doing this post, i heard a loud commotion outside, soo as typical as it may seem, i went out to see what's happening, expecting some action and yes i got some, there was 2 groups of guys , the first group was holding some weapons, i can't really see much, but all i saw was that, the first group was catching the the second one and they stopped in the middle of the road! the first attacked the second and they caused a minor jam and cars were honking in the middle of the night, and one of the member from group 2 was down, and after that, the members from group 1 dispersed, and now i'm a lil freaked out, but i'll be ok.

The thing that i'm freaking out most is my malay paper this monday, i didn't do well for my mid-year, so that's why everything's kinda haywire and i'm a lil bit lost, blur and stressed. i just can't wait for this to be over then i can concentrate on my birthday !!!! may i pass my malay paper with flying colours, amen! au revoir !

plus beau jour de ma vie

2008-05-19T01:07:00.006+08:00

first brother and his fiancee

Me and mum

Me and hilmi

laaaaa. beeen really busy the past few days, going out and all, too many wonderful things have happened lately, indescribeable. ok, i'm just gonna summarize about today, cause i really can't recall much about yesterday, soo today, i woke up really early, like 10, then took my breakfast, then i went to the library with my friend. studied a lil bit then we went to eat, physics is giving me headache! then i reached home around 5 then i had to change like really fast cause my brother is bringing my mum and his fiancee to the expo and they dragged me along, so yeah,went to expo, walked around, and yes, finally i already know my sister's wedding date, cause it was suppose to be a suprise, soo i just asked my aunty who was the assistant there when was it, and she went like, ok don't tell her i told u, it's 20 something november, she can't recall much, cause she said my sis talked to kak fatimah, and she wasn't around. dammit. then we walked around and around, then my brother got hooked up on this car, then he realllyyy asked alot about it, then after surveying it and all, he loves it, soo, let's just hope he'll get it. ok after that, the 4 of us made a decision that we never thought we would ever make, we went to the beach where our arch enemies are having their bbq, cause mamalek invited us, soo we went because of him, it was kinda awkward cause everyone was kinda shocked to see us, after 1 and the half year of not meeting. lol. then we ate a lil bit and left. after that we headed to mr teh tarik to just drink teh tarik, cause all of us were kinda full. soo drank a lil bit then we went back homeee. and here i am, making a post. you feel me up with joy and laughter. au revoir.

votre amour ne causent pas une chose

2008-05-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

Ok! had fun today, woke up around 12, had breakfast and just chilled at home the whole dayyy, the contractor was here to finish up on the wardrobe soo yeah, can't do much stuff , so, i just had too watch tv and play lappy. Met dnah around 6+, we bought the tickets first before dans and julie arrived, we went to watch what happens in vegas stays in vegas, and it's a reallyyy goood showwww, it's a must watch, it's like a whole range of emotions all together , soo yeah, it's preettyyy good, went to yp after that to have dinner but i didn't ate anything, there was alottt of laughterrr goingg on and i don't know what else. And when i was on my way back in the train, there was a couple who were fighting, as in didn't literally fought, they just didn't talked, at all, i'm not tryna be a busybody or something , but from them, i just realised something, how love can change you, and the consequences that you've to face, it's like , is love really all that, a thesis that should really be put to consideration. love ain't all that, fuck why am i even talking about it, ouh yeah, cause of the couple, the girl look pretty pissed off, soo to the guy, all the best dude, trust me you'll need it. ok that's about it for today, i gotta go now, aur revoir.

Un banal et sec schoolday

2008-05-13T16:36:00.002+08:00

A summary of today in school, lemme see, i was damn sleepy and i literally doze off in the train when i was on my way to school, and if that's not bad enough, i bought coffee thinking that it'll help, i ended up spilling part of it on my pants, soo now there's a coffee stain, reached school sucky as ever, still felt sleepy and knowing the fact that coffee didn't help, i just made alot of noise just so that i won't fall asleep, for the first 2 periods the teachers didn't came soo we mind our own business and talked crap about corpse and ghosts then i had math which was as hectic as ever, then the boring cdp followed by recess. Biology was a total bore that me and my good friend rui min decided to take pictures of everything , cause in my row there was only 4 of us, 2 per table, kinda pathetic i know, cause there were absentees and all. then i had malay, goodness gracious, it was still a total bore that me dinah muhsin shaida made stupid jokes and time flies when u do stupid stuff, then i had english, our mr siva was on leave and sooo, we had this relief teacher mrs wee a.k.a. mary poppins, she was damn annoying , we were tryna study for our physics test and she kept on blabbering about useless information then i told her that we had to study she gave me this look which i can't be bothered to entertain, then after that, i told her i gotta go to the toilet she said ok soo i left, i had some huge business to attend to, soo as u knw it took some time and when i came back to class she asked me what have i been doing, i was sooo irritated soo i just answered what do you expect in a polite tone, she said i was rude and etc etc etc, lame shit then aft school had malay remedial then went home straight ! too exhausted. may i pass physics test tomorrow, amin.

faits intéressants sur la vie

2008-05-11T13:24:00.003+08:00

I was browsing through some magazines and guess what facts i've found, guys, you'd love it for sure, it says that a high frequency of ejaculation has been associated with reduced prostate cancer risk, soo guys do your thang! nothing much happened, went to city hall, met up with some friends, laughters and tears came. then gotta head back home cause the family wanna celebrate mother's day, and we bought her a balenciaga bag, she was ecstatic, it's nice , gold in colour but the hole in my pocket is nicer. need a job, A.S.A.P, and to miss deyna, i'm sorry cause i still haven't gave you your birthday present yet. haha!

une de ces nuits blanches

2008-05-10T02:41:00.002+08:00

And yes, it's 2.41 in the morning and i'm still up doing stupid stuff, it's one of those sleepless nights that u encounter every now and then, i think this is the cause of too much sleeping in the afternoon just now. haha! ouh well, hmm, left school early cause i don't have any more lessons, went home then straight to bed, woke up around 4 and had a terrible migraine, watched some television and went to causeway point after 7, met up with my friend, talked, walked and ate, Did some studying and here i am posting something soo irrelevant and mundane, but who cares, it's my blog. hahaha! i'm soo gonna do this shit and do well for my O's. damn it man!