Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Merci pour le bébé joli cadeau.
i'm really glad right now cause i'm only left with 4 more papers!!!! boo yaa!! tomorrow's my physics paper in which, thankfully i've studied but how well i perform? we just gotta wait and see. had my history paper just now , ok something funny happened, i thought my paper starts at 8 so i woke at 5.30 to revise and got ready, but then when i was about to leave i felt uneasy so i checked my time table which states that my paper starts at 2! i was soo annoyed that i just stripped and went straight back to bed, haha.
went to school and did the whole paper, went well, what i studied came out. freakin russia! afterwhich uzair me and razi decided to burn our notes we don't know what came to us, i think it's because of the fact that history really squeezed our brain. euphoria.love.bébé, je vous remercie beaucoup pour le merveilleux cadeau que vous m'avez donné. Je t'aime tellement. au revoir.
11:13 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
mai vous reposer en paix
Happy 27th Birthday Sister.Today is your day, obviously you've had your fair share of enjoyment last night. You'll be getting married in a month time and things will change, yet again. I'm really glad to have an obnoxious sister like you, heh. i just want you to know i love you and i hope you like my present, and please please take care of your health, i'm sure you've had enough of the ambulance already by now. And on this day, a precious diamond has left us to be with the rest of those who have passed on.To the late cik kamariah, may you rest in peace and may you be placed with the holiest of them all, you're undeniably one of the greatest aunty i've had, never talked alot, never fussy, always go with the flow, we will always keep you close to our hearts and pray for you, it is true when they say that good people passed on earlier, we're really saddened by the news, you've been strong and you've tried staying alive as long as you could, rest in peace aunty. Amin.
2 different emotions, laughter and tears, euphoria and despair. parts and parcels of life.
11:37 AM
qui dit être dans l'amour a été facile?
Half of my nightmare is over, 5 more papers and i'm over and done with, been pretty sick for the past few days but yesterday was the worst! i poop like 11 times, no idea why, i tell you it was just plain annoying like every hour i've to go to the toilet. enough about that, and yes i've been studying intensely[ya right] for the past few days, i'm gonna nail this piece of shit, but the results uncertain though. i was looking through my pictures and then i saw this one super cool picture that will stick in my brain as long as i live. wish me luck for the rest of my papers! au revoir!
p.s. i can just smell the freedom.
12:30 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
la vie comme elle est.
Here i am, on my bed at 11.15 in the morning, just finished eating my cereals and pondering about all the great things that i can do in life. met maiya,dnah and aiman yesterday at the cathay and studied at starbucks, after a few minutes me and aiman decided to go watch a movie while the girls studied, soo yeah we went to watch house bunny which was really really funny, total dumb blonde well but at least she has a good heart, that's good enough then we study study study left around 7 walked to town and that's the part where i don't even wanna talk about, dnah hurt me.i won't be posting much nowadays. just u wait till after my O's! au revoir !
11:13 AM
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
difficultés est commun.
Ya know sometimes people go through alot of hardship hoping that the end product would be rewarding or something fruitful at least, but we, as humans don't know that all hardships that we go through, the end product isn't always rewarding, life is unfair, that's undeniably true, in my point of view that is, but that's where we learn, it makes people stronger, it toughen's you up, you learn from it. i know what i should do and what i should not do in my life, because at the end of the day i'll be the one going through all those shits and those happiness, i just realise that i can give pretty good advices to people but never to myself, i will always retaliate, people say i'm being defensive for doing so, but not to me, i was just standing up for myself, people misjudge but hey, that's ok as long as i know that at the end of the day i live my life to the fullest and do the things that i want to do, i am fickle minded at times, that is me. as days past i realise more and more things that i never thought i would, like for example true friends which is like taboo to me initially, but now i know they do exist. life's full of ups and downs, just ride the wave and remember all the sweet moments, never expect anything from anyone even your loved ones because you might never know that they can't live up to your expectations, just do your part and they'll do theirs. something random. au revoir.
1:56 AM
Saturday, October 11, 2008
je'mapelle fadh.
lemme see. ouh yes, went to aigner's fall/winter 08 collection yesterday with qaqim and elfi, i was sort of late well blame it on qaqim, he came back from his flight at around 5 and we were suppose to meet elfi at orchard at 6.30 cause the show started at 7, soo yeah, we were late, as usual, it wasn't that bad, had some drinks and pictures were snapped, eyes wandering, mind unfocused, after the show went to coffee club to grab some food, had chicken pie and apple crumble which was undeniably scrumptious, afterwhich we chilled for awhile and went our separate ways, i was too tired to carry on. school was ok for today, mr siva gave us each a present, it was really funny and unexpecting!!! hahaha! it was embarassing for me though and i ain't telling, my cousins are coming over tomorrow, wish me luck. au revoir!
1:45 AM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Je vois votre visage caché.
it's been quite some time since i've made a post been really busy and no, it's not with studying, all thanks to hari raya and yes i know i'm suppose to be studying intensely at home as my exams is just round the corner, soo people please stop telling me, i know you're concern , thank you, but saying it once is good enough for me to remember it ya' know. anyways, been going out raya-ing for the past 2 days with friends. it was tiring, i hate wearing my chapal cause first of all it has heels on it and i don't like it. there wasn't much pictures for the first day cause i went to only like 3-4 houses all thanks to the train but it was undescribeable!
The second day wasn't that bad either, went out with TK friends and it was fun, there was about 20 of us , soo yeah, it was hectic for me though! i was suppose to meet mihah around 2 but then some of my mother's distant relative came over soo i can't go out as i've to help her with the shits, soo by then i wanted to leave it was already 2+ and soo i took a cab to eunos since i was afraid of being and it's not like i'm not late already to begin with, then met juls mihah and myaa and went to dnah's place straight and yes we took a cab there, there was about 20 of us but some left half away. soo yeah it was tiring yet again cause this time there was alot of walking, wandi's crib was the last house and after that we seek forgiveness from one another which is equivalent to visiting another house, it was emotionally intesed, that's how i describe, and here's the saddest part, i missed my last train, soo my beloved julie suggested that i take a bus from kallang and alight at toa payoh and take a cab from there, soo by now it was going to be 12 and there's no sign of the bus, soo we decided to take a cab, and the annoying part is the moment we step in, the time stated is 00:00, knncb, midnight charge! sent julie off first then to my place, soo the fare was ermm, heart breaking. i've gotta go to school tomorrow. good night. enjoy the pictures. au revoir !
11:26 PM
Friday, October 3, 2008
elle tend à se compliquent parfois.
well let's see, today's the third day of raya, time fly soo fast. been really busy the past few days preparing for raya and all.went to geylang both days before raya, hectic hectic hectic, the day before raya, woke up and i sprained my neck terribly till i can barely turn my head, soo i was like a robot, dammit. but after awhile it got better, went to my aunt's place in the afternoon cause there was some gathering and met all those hyprocrites and losers there, went back home chilled and went to geylang with sis kak fafa and fattah around 2, and sadly it was raining and the whole place was jam packed till we could barely move an inch, bumped into alot of people, we really walked the wholee geylang,sheesh, it was really fun. went back home around 6, and slept didn't go for my prayers! haha. woke up and ate lontong my mum cooked! and got ourselves ready while my brother went to fetch his fiancee and we waited for my sister's fiancee to arrive cause both of them are joining us for raya.
soo yeah they arrived and we seek forgiveness and all etc etc. went to grandpa's crib and chilled there, played with my new 24 days old nephew, her name is nur dini or something, i forgot, she was adorable and really bright, and the cutest part was when i carried her she wanted to fall asleep but my sister's annoying fiancee kept waking her up! haha. left their house and went to my first aunty dad's side crib which is at jurong, met the kids ate alot of food and really enjoyed myself, we didn't really took a proper picture, soo yeah. just showin ya whatever i got. and ouh yeah. selamat hari raya!
3:45 AM