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Sunday, August 31, 2008
je dois juste être moi dans ma vie.
Thankfully my neck is getting better now, i can turn more and not look like a robot. since tomorrow will be the start of ramadhan, i decided to meet amour today, chilly day, rained the whole afternoon, initially we wanted to watch a movie but then it all started to late, i'm a kid with curfews ya know. soo we decided to go to hagen daz and indulge in some guilty pleasure! we had new york brownies and brownie explosion. It was just superb! it truly melts in your mouth! walked around and went straight home cause my brother's fiancee made kentang balls which was also really nice! that's her speciality! soo all of us were planning for my sister's wedding this december, 3 more months, time flies really fast! really looking forward to it, she's really happy now, and i'm truly happy for her. to all , selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan!
11:55 PM
Deep misereable traître douleur
My neck still hurts terribly from yesterday, i shall elaborate more. this week was a really hectic week, we were all busy preparing for teacher's day, soo everyday after my paper, went home straight, rushed and came back to school to reharese, it was exhausting, staying back till 6 and all. then comes friday the moment of truth, woke up extra early to prepare everything, and came to school calm and compose, when i reached, the chaos came! it's like i need to be in 3 places at once! and dinah was late cause she took a longer time to get ready and all. and then the whole thing starts!! entered confidently, went all out, everything was just plain awesome! 3 years in a row and still doing it, felt great! then afterwards had a little celebration then left a.s.a.p. straight back home cause i gotta change real fast and meet the rest by 1 pm, reached home changed and straight to harbourfront! soo by now i was worn out, 4 days of insufficient sleep, followed by alot of hardwork. reached there and straight to the beach i went! it was fun initially until i sprained my neck, i wanted to carry dinah to play this game, but when i wanna put her down , i used the wrong technique till it sprained me , terribly. i can barely turn it till now. ramadhan is near, gotta start preparing myself for it ! hoping to cleanse some shit. till then i'm gonna have some rest. au revoir!
12:13 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
Je suis Head Over Heels avec vous.
I'm very piqued right now all cause of this stupid flu, it comes and goes as it pleases but nevertheless i still had fun for the past 2 days, friday sat at home and met dinah, dans and his "ite friends". Met dinah first then we headed down to KFC to have our dinner, both of us weren't feeling well, soo we got irritated pretty easily, but what really got to me was the queue at KFC, it was absurdly long and the cashier still has time to act like a diva, fuck him. had our dinner and we went to search for dans at esplanade riverside, it was jam packed with people who were also waiting for the fireworks, we thought we've missed it but it seems that we're just on time, the whole thing starts at 9.30, perfect time co-ordination i must say,lol. We enjoyed the fireworks by ourselves first before we look for dans, bumped into latiff and taufik said hi bye. It turned out that dans "ite friends" was a girl. dinah and i joined the 2 of them and we walked all the way to clarke quay, it wasn't so bad, chilled for awhile then left for home sweet home.
Saturday, the nose was getting from bad to worst, the mucus keeps coming out like nobody's business soo i decided to stay home and revise for my social studies paper and the weather was soo nice to stay in bed, and that's what i did, but in the late afternoon my step grandmother uncles and auntie came over to my place for tea, soo yeah chatted with them and then they left around 8+ and my mother, brother and i got ready for mustafa centre! haha, we picked up my brother's fiancee and to mustafe we went! met my sister and her fiancee there and i tell ya we had a whole lots of fun playing with the stuffs there and disturbing the people, we left around 1 and went to simpang bedok to have our supper, and then left for home around 2, by the time i reached home i was having a terrible headache soo i went straight to bed, and woke up with a terrible flu and migraine, soo i had no choice but to stay at home and just revised for my social studies again, but i tell you, the amount of things that went in my brain was no bigger than an apple, till then. au revoir!
12:00 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
est tout simplement trop maladroitement parfait
i'm waiting for it to be like 6.15 so that i can get myself ready to meet dnah and i don't know who else are coming along, meeting them at marina. the mosttt digusting thing happened to me yesterday! i was eating my zinger burger peacefully with khai and all of the sudden i saw something crawling on my shoulders and up to my ear, it was a fuckin cockroach! i freaked out a little bit then continued eating, hah! 2 more months left for my O's now, it's either do or die, prelims next week and i've just started to study, how sucky can that be! there's this saying in order to be at top , you gotta be from the bottom. ok great i think i gotta go and get ready now! till then au revoir!
5:51 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
la vie est très contradictoires
While i was on board the train on my way back just now, i saw this malay guy, he's face was sadly disfigured, as in the part under his nose where it has stitches until his lips kinda thing, i'm not sure what it's called, he has this confident look on him, as in whatever that he has is nothing disturbing, and i must say his hair was pretty awesome! this made me realised that what matters most is how you pull yourself, even if you're the most goodlooking person in the world but you don't have confident, nothing will be right, something random. Went to bowling yesterday with amour, shocking i manged to get a strike, i really suck at it, i think i need to go bowling more often soo that i can brush up on my sucky bowling skills, had our dinner and went back home, today was kinda mundane, nothing much happened, went out to revise my studies in which i have not been doing for quite some time, the whole thing is still ambiguous, as in i'm still not sure what i want to do after my O's, i still don't have a proper plan all this while are just my dreams etc etc etc, but one fine day, i'm sure i'll be somewhere, not something big, but definitely somewhere, all i can do right now is just give my very best and hope everything will turn out as i dreamt. till then, au revoir!
10:31 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Je remercie Dieu pour mes résultats!
The results for Malay O level are out and thankfully i managed to get A2! hahaha!At first i thought it was all impossible cause my teacher mentioned that only 2 managed to get a distinction, and it was razzak and me, glad that that's over!! looks like i don't really have much of a choice but to study hard and if i get good results not only will i do well for my O levels but i will also get a complimentary trip to london, proudly sponsored by my form teacher,soo it's like killing two birds with one stone, so we take this as a motivation to succeed and do well, cause he has made a deal with us that if anyone of us who can get an A1 for any subject, he'll pay for our flight and also accomodation, the food and shopping part we gotta pay it ourself, That is really good enough for me! soo let's all pray together that i'll get at least an A1 for 1 subject, amin!
5:23 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
i love ma vie, période.
I had fun. ok let's go! on friday, it's one the worst day of my life!!! in the morning, i was very annoyed, first of all it's because my phone can't function, as in they said that my sim card is not registered secondly i was kind of late and third the students were oh so stubborn and the teachers were plain useless, as in they just sat and watched the student leaders do all the work, how pathetic! afterwards we went to this neighbourhood area which is like really far and you gotta walk under the scorching sun and to do what ? to just hold hands and recite the pledge. Afterwhich we went back to the stadium and we can leave, how grating is that!!!!
went to junction 8 to take my lunch. Went to yani's place around 7.30 cause yogi's fetching us from there, the most unpleasant thing happened, i was watching tv and sitting on the floor, so when i wanted to stand up and go to the toilet, i rested my arm on the glass table so that i can stand, while doing so, i think i pressed too hard till the whole table broke! trust me, it's literally broken, the glass shattered in pieces the wooden legs , dismantled. i started to panic like fcuk, but she was ok with it and she said she can't be angry, it's her birthday! thankfully! went to orchard's swensens and had a huge meal, there were suprises and all, it was huge fun!
On saturday, i was forced to wake up at 10 cause i gotta accompany my mom to a wedding at bedok reservoir, then we rushed and got ready for the National Day Parade, soo this is the first time i'm going since primary 5, i was soo looking forward to it my dad was suppose to go but he changed his mind soo my second brother's girlfriend tagged along, and thankfully it all went well! but while we were waiting for the show to start, it started to drizzle and the clouds were scarily dark, but our joy and excited was unfazed! we tried to be optimistic but thankfully it all worked our fine! the thing that i liked most is obviously the fireworks, it was breath taking! then the going back home part, was really saddening, it was jam packed and we had to take baby steps. the rest of them went to dinner at spize grill while i met amour at bishan for dinner at swensens, again. Went home and i was exhausted, drop dead tired.
Sunday! it's the chill day, went to cousins crib at tampines to get some stuff and just rest at home. the tiredness is still there, but i'm sure it'll be better soon. The thing that i noticed today while at my cousin's place, Human beings can't run away from mistakes, obviously, everyone's flawed, but i feel that if you've done something wrong, why not apologize? would you rather go through a whole tedious process just to make people thing that you didn't make the mistake and the person whom you've wronged is the one supposed to be blame ? And to make things worst, you added a few stories of yourself ? how shameful! but as a strong believer of karma, i'll just wait and see what will happen. i know it'll happen soon. au revoir!
9:04 PM
Thursday, August 7, 2008
quand je suis certain que vous êtes l'un.
I learnt that only you can change yourself. it's how you adapt to your surroundings, the different phases that you go through during your lifetime will let you choose whichyou prefer the most, and as naive as we are, we would definitely chose something that we're comfortable in, that can assure us some optimistic opinions that we can truly rely on, but in the long run, we tend to not know what might hit us hard in the head, something that starts nicely does not mean that it will end nicely, but life is full of risks it's how you manage it and how wise you think, some will show a callous attitude whereas others will keep whining about it. i just took a risk in my life, but i know at the end of the day, knowing that you have someone that you can truly rely on, someone who can whole-heartedly accept you as you are and not what you're trying to be, albeit our hardship when we initially started, look where we are now, it's just magical, we've set our fundamentals firmly,we shall move up now. me and you, an instinctive desire, against everyone, feels like the world evolves around us. we will continue to decipher each other, and may this blithful relationship continues without fail.
11:19 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
maladroitement drôle.
It's official now. the date for the malay 'O' level results will be out on tueday, 12th of august and so will my DPA result. dang! getting very nervous now. may i pass, well i mean. had a very long day yesterday, i was suppose to go home straight after school till mr siva came and inform me to stay for the prefect meeting, which i had too, left at around 3.30, reached home and chilled for awhile then met amour to watch the mummies, we initally went to amk hub, but the queue was annoyingly long! so i brazenly cut the queue and asked the counter to see the seating plans, and my instincts was right! there was only the front row ! how absurd! soo we decided to go to yishun's GV. the movie started around 8.35 soo we had our dinner first and chilled for awhile cause we were there since 7.30. initially the movie was pretty humdrum, but when the action started, boy they don't know how to stop. it was superb, minus the starting of course. Soo by the time i reached home, i was pretty worn out. and finally today, i've some rest. gotta study a little bit later on. that's all for now, i wanna shower. au revoir!
2:18 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
je t'aime, j'ai vraiment faire.
wonderful, superb, excellent, fantastic, magical week. Everything went really well. had fun. eventhough it was kinda tiring it was fruitful. met Amour 4 times this wekk, as usual, we were lost everywhere. and on saturday met amour again before meeting the rest at city hall, we had lots of fun jumping and snapping pictures! and i went to labrador park for breakfast in the morning, cut my hair at woodlands in the afternoon with the company of miss yani and went to study at starbucks at night then met amour, i'm exhausted, i've a history test tmrw which i've yet to study! au revoir !
11:32 PM
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a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?
My neck still hurts terribly from yesterday, i shall elaborate more. this week was a really hectic week, we were all busy preparing for teacher's day, soo everyday after my paper, went home straight, rushed and came back to school to reharese, it was exhausting, staying back till 6 and all. then comes friday the moment of truth, woke up extra early to prepare everything, and came to school calm and compose, when i reached, the chaos came! it's like i need to be in 3 places at once! and dinah was late cause she took a longer time to get ready and all. and then the whole thing starts!! entered confidently, went all out, everything was just plain awesome! 3 years in a row and still doing it, felt great! then afterwards had a little celebration then left a.s.a.p. straight back home cause i gotta change real fast and meet the rest by 1 pm, reached home changed and straight to harbourfront! soo by now i was worn out, 4 days of insufficient sleep, followed by alot of hardwork. reached there and straight to the beach i went! it was fun initially until i sprained my neck, i wanted to carry dinah to play this game, but when i wanna put her down , i used the wrong technique till it sprained me , terribly. i can barely turn it till now. ramadhan is near, gotta start preparing myself for it ! hoping to cleanse some shit. till then i'm gonna have some rest. au revoir!
I'm very piqued right now all cause of this stupid flu, it comes and goes as it pleases but nevertheless i still had fun for the past 2 days, friday sat at home and met dinah, dans and his "ite friends". Met dinah first then we headed down to KFC to have our dinner, both of us weren't feeling well, soo we got irritated pretty easily, but what really got to me was the queue at KFC, it was absurdly long and the cashier still has time to act like a diva, fuck him. had our dinner and we went to search for dans at esplanade riverside, it was jam packed with people who were also waiting for the fireworks, we thought we've missed it but it seems that we're just on time, the whole thing starts at 9.30, perfect time co-ordination i must say,lol. We enjoyed the fireworks by ourselves first before we look for dans, bumped into latiff and taufik said hi bye. It turned out that dans "ite friends" was a girl. dinah and i joined the 2 of them and we walked all the way to clarke quay, it wasn't so bad, chilled for awhile then left for home sweet home.
i'm waiting for it to be like 6.15 so that i can get myself ready to meet dnah and i don't know who else are coming along, meeting them at marina. the mosttt digusting thing happened to me yesterday! i was eating my zinger burger peacefully with khai and all of the sudden i saw something crawling on my shoulders and up to my ear, it was a fuckin cockroach! i freaked out a little bit then continued eating, hah! 2 more months left for my O's now, it's either do or die, prelims next week and i've just started to study, how sucky can that be! there's this saying in order to be at top , you gotta be from the bottom. ok great i think i gotta go and get ready now! till then au revoir!
While i was on board the train on my way back just now, i saw this malay guy, he's face was sadly disfigured, as in the part under his nose where it has stitches until his lips kinda thing, i'm not sure what it's called, he has this confident look on him, as in whatever that he has is nothing disturbing, and i must say his hair was pretty awesome! this made me realised that what matters most is how you pull yourself, even if you're the most goodlooking person in the world but you don't have confident, nothing will be right, something random. Went to bowling yesterday with amour, shocking i manged to get a strike, i really suck at it, i think i need to go bowling more often soo that i can brush up on my sucky bowling skills, had our dinner and went back home, today was kinda mundane, nothing much happened, went out to revise my studies in which i have not been doing for quite some time, the whole thing is still ambiguous, as in i'm still not sure what i want to do after my O's, i still don't have a proper plan all this while are just my dreams etc etc etc, but one fine day, i'm sure i'll be somewhere, not something big, but definitely somewhere, all i can do right now is just give my very best and hope everything will turn out as i dreamt. till then, au revoir!
I learnt that only you can change yourself. it's how you adapt to your surroundings, the different phases that you go through during your lifetime will let you choose whichyou prefer the most, and as naive as we are, we would definitely chose something that we're comfortable in, that can assure us some optimistic opinions that we can truly rely on, but in the long run, we tend to not know what might hit us hard in the head, something that starts nicely does not mean that it will end nicely, but life is full of risks it's how you manage it and how wise you think, some will show a callous attitude whereas others will keep whining about it. i just took a risk in my life, but i know at the end of the day, knowing that you have someone that you can truly rely on, someone who can whole-heartedly accept you as you are and not what you're trying to be, albeit our hardship when we initially started, look where we are now, it's just magical, we've set our fundamentals firmly,we shall move up now. me and you, an instinctive desire, against everyone, feels like the world evolves around us. we will continue to decipher each other, and may this blithful relationship continues without fail.
It's official now. the date for the malay 'O' level results will be out on tueday, 12th of august and so will my DPA result. dang! getting very nervous now. may i pass, well i mean. had a very long day yesterday, i was suppose to go home straight after school till mr siva came and inform me to stay for the prefect meeting, which i had too, left at around 3.30, reached home and chilled for awhile then met amour to watch the mummies, we initally went to amk hub, but the queue was annoyingly long! so i brazenly cut the queue and asked the counter to see the seating plans, and my instincts was right! there was only the front row ! how absurd! soo we decided to go to yishun's GV. the movie started around 8.35 soo we had our dinner first and chilled for awhile cause we were there since 7.30. initially the movie was pretty humdrum, but when the action started, boy they don't know how to stop. it was superb, minus the starting of course. Soo by the time i reached home, i was pretty worn out. and finally today, i've some rest. gotta study a little bit later on. that's all for now, i wanna shower. au revoir!
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a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?
Sunday, August 31, 2008
je dois juste être moi dans ma vie.
Thankfully my neck is getting better now, i can turn more and not look like a robot. since tomorrow will be the start of ramadhan, i decided to meet amour today, chilly day, rained the whole afternoon, initially we wanted to watch a movie but then it all started to late, i'm a kid with curfews ya know. soo we decided to go to hagen daz and indulge in some guilty pleasure! we had new york brownies and brownie explosion. It was just superb! it truly melts in your mouth! walked around and went straight home cause my brother's fiancee made kentang balls which was also really nice! that's her speciality! soo all of us were planning for my sister's wedding this december, 3 more months, time flies really fast! really looking forward to it, she's really happy now, and i'm truly happy for her. to all , selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan!
11:55 PM
Deep misereable traître douleur
My neck still hurts terribly from yesterday, i shall elaborate more. this week was a really hectic week, we were all busy preparing for teacher's day, soo everyday after my paper, went home straight, rushed and came back to school to reharese, it was exhausting, staying back till 6 and all. then comes friday the moment of truth, woke up extra early to prepare everything, and came to school calm and compose, when i reached, the chaos came! it's like i need to be in 3 places at once! and dinah was late cause she took a longer time to get ready and all. and then the whole thing starts!! entered confidently, went all out, everything was just plain awesome! 3 years in a row and still doing it, felt great! then afterwards had a little celebration then left a.s.a.p. straight back home cause i gotta change real fast and meet the rest by 1 pm, reached home changed and straight to harbourfront! soo by now i was worn out, 4 days of insufficient sleep, followed by alot of hardwork. reached there and straight to the beach i went! it was fun initially until i sprained my neck, i wanted to carry dinah to play this game, but when i wanna put her down , i used the wrong technique till it sprained me , terribly. i can barely turn it till now. ramadhan is near, gotta start preparing myself for it ! hoping to cleanse some shit. till then i'm gonna have some rest. au revoir!
12:13 AM
Monday, August 25, 2008
Je suis Head Over Heels avec vous.
I'm very piqued right now all cause of this stupid flu, it comes and goes as it pleases but nevertheless i still had fun for the past 2 days, friday sat at home and met dinah, dans and his "ite friends". Met dinah first then we headed down to KFC to have our dinner, both of us weren't feeling well, soo we got irritated pretty easily, but what really got to me was the queue at KFC, it was absurdly long and the cashier still has time to act like a diva, fuck him. had our dinner and we went to search for dans at esplanade riverside, it was jam packed with people who were also waiting for the fireworks, we thought we've missed it but it seems that we're just on time, the whole thing starts at 9.30, perfect time co-ordination i must say,lol. We enjoyed the fireworks by ourselves first before we look for dans, bumped into latiff and taufik said hi bye. It turned out that dans "ite friends" was a girl. dinah and i joined the 2 of them and we walked all the way to clarke quay, it wasn't so bad, chilled for awhile then left for home sweet home.
Saturday, the nose was getting from bad to worst, the mucus keeps coming out like nobody's business soo i decided to stay home and revise for my social studies paper and the weather was soo nice to stay in bed, and that's what i did, but in the late afternoon my step grandmother uncles and auntie came over to my place for tea, soo yeah chatted with them and then they left around 8+ and my mother, brother and i got ready for mustafa centre! haha, we picked up my brother's fiancee and to mustafe we went! met my sister and her fiancee there and i tell ya we had a whole lots of fun playing with the stuffs there and disturbing the people, we left around 1 and went to simpang bedok to have our supper, and then left for home around 2, by the time i reached home i was having a terrible headache soo i went straight to bed, and woke up with a terrible flu and migraine, soo i had no choice but to stay at home and just revised for my social studies again, but i tell you, the amount of things that went in my brain was no bigger than an apple, till then. au revoir!
12:00 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
est tout simplement trop maladroitement parfait
i'm waiting for it to be like 6.15 so that i can get myself ready to meet dnah and i don't know who else are coming along, meeting them at marina. the mosttt digusting thing happened to me yesterday! i was eating my zinger burger peacefully with khai and all of the sudden i saw something crawling on my shoulders and up to my ear, it was a fuckin cockroach! i freaked out a little bit then continued eating, hah! 2 more months left for my O's now, it's either do or die, prelims next week and i've just started to study, how sucky can that be! there's this saying in order to be at top , you gotta be from the bottom. ok great i think i gotta go and get ready now! till then au revoir!
5:51 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
la vie est très contradictoires
While i was on board the train on my way back just now, i saw this malay guy, he's face was sadly disfigured, as in the part under his nose where it has stitches until his lips kinda thing, i'm not sure what it's called, he has this confident look on him, as in whatever that he has is nothing disturbing, and i must say his hair was pretty awesome! this made me realised that what matters most is how you pull yourself, even if you're the most goodlooking person in the world but you don't have confident, nothing will be right, something random. Went to bowling yesterday with amour, shocking i manged to get a strike, i really suck at it, i think i need to go bowling more often soo that i can brush up on my sucky bowling skills, had our dinner and went back home, today was kinda mundane, nothing much happened, went out to revise my studies in which i have not been doing for quite some time, the whole thing is still ambiguous, as in i'm still not sure what i want to do after my O's, i still don't have a proper plan all this while are just my dreams etc etc etc, but one fine day, i'm sure i'll be somewhere, not something big, but definitely somewhere, all i can do right now is just give my very best and hope everything will turn out as i dreamt. till then, au revoir!
10:31 PM
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Je remercie Dieu pour mes résultats!
The results for Malay O level are out and thankfully i managed to get A2! hahaha!At first i thought it was all impossible cause my teacher mentioned that only 2 managed to get a distinction, and it was razzak and me, glad that that's over!! looks like i don't really have much of a choice but to study hard and if i get good results not only will i do well for my O levels but i will also get a complimentary trip to london, proudly sponsored by my form teacher,soo it's like killing two birds with one stone, so we take this as a motivation to succeed and do well, cause he has made a deal with us that if anyone of us who can get an A1 for any subject, he'll pay for our flight and also accomodation, the food and shopping part we gotta pay it ourself, That is really good enough for me! soo let's all pray together that i'll get at least an A1 for 1 subject, amin!
5:23 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
i love ma vie, période.
I had fun. ok let's go! on friday, it's one the worst day of my life!!! in the morning, i was very annoyed, first of all it's because my phone can't function, as in they said that my sim card is not registered secondly i was kind of late and third the students were oh so stubborn and the teachers were plain useless, as in they just sat and watched the student leaders do all the work, how pathetic! afterwards we went to this neighbourhood area which is like really far and you gotta walk under the scorching sun and to do what ? to just hold hands and recite the pledge. Afterwhich we went back to the stadium and we can leave, how grating is that!!!!
went to junction 8 to take my lunch. Went to yani's place around 7.30 cause yogi's fetching us from there, the most unpleasant thing happened, i was watching tv and sitting on the floor, so when i wanted to stand up and go to the toilet, i rested my arm on the glass table so that i can stand, while doing so, i think i pressed too hard till the whole table broke! trust me, it's literally broken, the glass shattered in pieces the wooden legs , dismantled. i started to panic like fcuk, but she was ok with it and she said she can't be angry, it's her birthday! thankfully! went to orchard's swensens and had a huge meal, there were suprises and all, it was huge fun!
On saturday, i was forced to wake up at 10 cause i gotta accompany my mom to a wedding at bedok reservoir, then we rushed and got ready for the National Day Parade, soo this is the first time i'm going since primary 5, i was soo looking forward to it my dad was suppose to go but he changed his mind soo my second brother's girlfriend tagged along, and thankfully it all went well! but while we were waiting for the show to start, it started to drizzle and the clouds were scarily dark, but our joy and excited was unfazed! we tried to be optimistic but thankfully it all worked our fine! the thing that i liked most is obviously the fireworks, it was breath taking! then the going back home part, was really saddening, it was jam packed and we had to take baby steps. the rest of them went to dinner at spize grill while i met amour at bishan for dinner at swensens, again. Went home and i was exhausted, drop dead tired.
Sunday! it's the chill day, went to cousins crib at tampines to get some stuff and just rest at home. the tiredness is still there, but i'm sure it'll be better soon. The thing that i noticed today while at my cousin's place, Human beings can't run away from mistakes, obviously, everyone's flawed, but i feel that if you've done something wrong, why not apologize? would you rather go through a whole tedious process just to make people thing that you didn't make the mistake and the person whom you've wronged is the one supposed to be blame ? And to make things worst, you added a few stories of yourself ? how shameful! but as a strong believer of karma, i'll just wait and see what will happen. i know it'll happen soon. au revoir!
9:04 PM
Thursday, August 7, 2008
quand je suis certain que vous êtes l'un.
I learnt that only you can change yourself. it's how you adapt to your surroundings, the different phases that you go through during your lifetime will let you choose whichyou prefer the most, and as naive as we are, we would definitely chose something that we're comfortable in, that can assure us some optimistic opinions that we can truly rely on, but in the long run, we tend to not know what might hit us hard in the head, something that starts nicely does not mean that it will end nicely, but life is full of risks it's how you manage it and how wise you think, some will show a callous attitude whereas others will keep whining about it. i just took a risk in my life, but i know at the end of the day, knowing that you have someone that you can truly rely on, someone who can whole-heartedly accept you as you are and not what you're trying to be, albeit our hardship when we initially started, look where we are now, it's just magical, we've set our fundamentals firmly,we shall move up now. me and you, an instinctive desire, against everyone, feels like the world evolves around us. we will continue to decipher each other, and may this blithful relationship continues without fail.
11:19 PM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
maladroitement drôle.
It's official now. the date for the malay 'O' level results will be out on tueday, 12th of august and so will my DPA result. dang! getting very nervous now. may i pass, well i mean. had a very long day yesterday, i was suppose to go home straight after school till mr siva came and inform me to stay for the prefect meeting, which i had too, left at around 3.30, reached home and chilled for awhile then met amour to watch the mummies, we initally went to amk hub, but the queue was annoyingly long! so i brazenly cut the queue and asked the counter to see the seating plans, and my instincts was right! there was only the front row ! how absurd! soo we decided to go to yishun's GV. the movie started around 8.35 soo we had our dinner first and chilled for awhile cause we were there since 7.30. initially the movie was pretty humdrum, but when the action started, boy they don't know how to stop. it was superb, minus the starting of course. Soo by the time i reached home, i was pretty worn out. and finally today, i've some rest. gotta study a little bit later on. that's all for now, i wanna shower. au revoir!
2:18 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
je t'aime, j'ai vraiment faire.
wonderful, superb, excellent, fantastic, magical week. Everything went really well. had fun. eventhough it was kinda tiring it was fruitful. met Amour 4 times this wekk, as usual, we were lost everywhere. and on saturday met amour again before meeting the rest at city hall, we had lots of fun jumping and snapping pictures! and i went to labrador park for breakfast in the morning, cut my hair at woodlands in the afternoon with the company of miss yani and went to study at starbucks at night then met amour, i'm exhausted, i've a history test tmrw which i've yet to study! au revoir !
11:32 PM
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