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Friday, March 28, 2008
La difficulté à vivre une vie des adolescents
My sincerest apologies for not updating my blog, Life's taking a huge toll on me at this moment, A lot has happened and part of it, are the least i expected to occur in my life. I realize now that getting frustrated with someone's behaviour won't change them, it'll just put u in a foul mood, something random. A lot of things has been happening, i'm back with her, but we're so called friends, i don't know, it's a very perplexed situation that i myself can't resolve. Life's just to unfathomable and abstract for me, so now, i just gave up trying to understand it , But i haven't gave up improving it, I've been trying to conceptualize my life and put it on a straight path, it's a working process, it doesn't take overnight to achieve results, it takes time . I've been trying to scrutinize my life but it never works out, i know that it's such a paradox, but i just felt that it needed some soul-searching and a dash of faith.
Ok, whatever it is, life and soul-searching has to take a hold. Now,i've been busy packing up my stuff as i'll be moving to yishun soon, but for now i'll be staying over at this pious uncle of mine, I'LL BE DEAD. so that means, i'll still be in tampines for a few more weeks, and after that, i'll be in yishun, a new life, a new adventure awaits.
5:09 PM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Nous rock de la maison!
The guys with Mr neelan. And ouh yeah , he was the only teacher in my secondary that was actual generous enough to treat the whole class to swensens and the bill came up to $498 and he said that it was great. WTF?!? haha.
The class with hady mirza(in white cap). the only classs picture i have. 
The guys having a blast, IN THE TOILET! 
They're very selfish, didn't wanna share their apple crumble with me. haha! just kidding. ok lame. 
Meet the trouble-makers! And the guy wearing blue is me! :]
My first & Second brother with me of course,at sentosa. 
Had the class outing yesterday, It was pretty good overall, thank god all my planning and the effort i've put in didn't go to waste, Everyone was there except for uzair who had to go to jb to take care of his uncle or something. Had lots of fun, Ordered lots of food, and ouh yeah we also met with hady mirza and the whole class went gaga over him, We took a picture with him and all, then after that we went to yp chill for awhile and went back home like around 9.30. i was too tired and also i had oral the following day. As i was going through my old stuff, I noticed some of the old pictures that was taken when i was still a kid. Soo enjoy the pics !
1:25 AM
Choquant que cela puisse paraître, j'ai déménagé sur
I've decided to recede myself away from you. For my own benefit.you just have to be selfish in life at times and when the situation demands it. Je ne suis quoir. I'm forever confused. Your cajoling won't work no more. Stronger as i turn out to be. This poignant sadness won't go on any further. enough of the emoness. Meeting the class for dinner later on. i'm gonna be as full as a pig i tell ya. Talked to her again, We've decided to talk again after a long period of time, And she said she missed, sweet of her, well she really is, Cause she makes me feel so wonderful, As in she never fails to make smile that mangkok. haha! I really need to loosen up and be insouciant, ok maybe not soo. May the force be with you ! let's rock the house ! aur revoir !
1:25 AM
Contredisant mots.
Ok i'm drop dead tired and i seriously don't know why in the world am i making a post right now, So just bare with me. Had the parent meeting session just now, Mum waited for me in school for half an hour, lol. Mr siva was the one who gave my result slip, as usual, i failed my maths and i failed my science by 2 god damn marks. Everything else was ok. Then i rushed back home like nobody's business , Changed and met dinah and shaida and we went to YP and ate there, Muhsin joined us a little bit later, Met aizat nash and miz , Practising etc etc etc. Your actions are seriously contradicting your words, Can u just make-up that bloody mind of yours ! As i try to to decipher the true you, You have to do your part and understand me. It takes two to tango. Let's Dance!
1:25 AM
Friday, March 7, 2008
Quand vous regardez-moi dans les yeux
A random shot of my pencil case.
Uzair while he was sleeping.TGIF ! Glad the week's finally over. Pressure has been maximised, Had another career talk in school just now by some lecturers from TP, The first few talks was a total bore , Then came this white guy, He really had us all, And the greatest thing was that, HE WAS TALKING ABOUT PSYCHOLOGY! And from the way he put's it. I think i still have some hope, unlike the previous career talk that i went to, That lady totally demoralised and daunted me, Whereas this guy's talk was titllating and also very motivating. goal for now:study hard and get into a psychology course or a back-up plan would be the CMM course, go figure what that is. Embellishing this beatiful life god has blessed me with. Some random pics taken in bio class just now and yes, it's edited.
3:34 PM
Monday, March 3, 2008
Un état de confusion
As i sit here and ponder, Are u really worth the thought, Teen love, stupid shit. lol. ok, i've doubts in u, please clear a.s.a.p. and this friday i've a parent meeting session, ouh god please be with me, I'm gonna be deadmeat as they'll be giving the result slip for my common test. ok enough for now, meeting the guys and girl later at starbucks to resume my english homework, till then, Aur revoir!
6:29 PM
Confused dans son monde
change of hearts and mind, wrong perception, devastated, lost in a world known to him, What should i do ? improvise, how ? move on, that'll be great. confused, yes. Backstabbing friends, lot's of em'. part and parcel of life, tolerance is key, patience is a virtue. Ouh god please be with me, Amen.
6:29 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Quand l'amour emplit l'air
The face of someone who has fallen in love. LOL. we'll see how far this will go. Ouh yeah, super fun day, went to watch The eye, it was ok , not too scary. then went to julie's pit, since i've promised her i'll go, it won't be nice if i didn't . Soo i rushed there straight after the movies, It was a hell of a time waiting for a cab. but yeah, Overall it was ok . melting hearts. sweetnes. lol. go figure. aur revoir !
12:05 AM
may the force be with you
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a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?
The guys with Mr neelan. And ouh yeah , he was the only teacher in my secondary that was actual generous enough to treat the whole class to swensens and the bill came up to $498 and he said that it was great. WTF?!? haha.
I've decided to recede myself away from you. For my own benefit.you just have to be selfish in life at times and when the situation demands it. Je ne suis quoir. I'm forever confused. Your cajoling won't work no more. Stronger as i turn out to be. This poignant sadness won't go on any further. enough of the emoness. Meeting the class for dinner later on. i'm gonna be as full as a pig i tell ya. Talked to her again, We've decided to talk again after a long period of time, And she said she missed, sweet of her, well she really is, Cause she makes me feel so wonderful, As in she never fails to make smile that mangkok. haha! I really need to loosen up and be insouciant, ok maybe not soo. May the force be with you ! let's rock the house ! aur revoir !
A random shot of my pencil case.
Uzair while he was sleeping.
As i sit here and ponder, Are u really worth the thought, Teen love, stupid shit. lol. ok, i've doubts in u, please clear a.s.a.p. and this friday i've a parent meeting session, ouh god please be with me, I'm gonna be deadmeat as they'll be giving the result slip for my common test. ok enough for now, meeting the guys and girl later at starbucks to resume my english homework, till then, Aur revoir!
change of hearts and mind, wrong perception, devastated, lost in a world known to him, What should i do ? improvise, how ? move on, that'll be great. confused, yes. Backstabbing friends, lot's of em'. part and parcel of life, tolerance is key, patience is a virtue. Ouh god please be with me, Amen.
The face of someone who has fallen in love. LOL. we'll see how far this will go. Ouh yeah, super fun day, went to watch The eye, it was ok , not too scary. then went to julie's pit, since i've promised her i'll go, it won't be nice if i didn't . Soo i rushed there straight after the movies, It was a hell of a time waiting for a cab. but yeah, Overall it was ok . melting hearts. sweetnes. lol. go figure. aur revoir !
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a regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. so is michael jackson. why am i always just a little too late?
Friday, March 28, 2008
La difficulté à vivre une vie des adolescents
My sincerest apologies for not updating my blog, Life's taking a huge toll on me at this moment, A lot has happened and part of it, are the least i expected to occur in my life. I realize now that getting frustrated with someone's behaviour won't change them, it'll just put u in a foul mood, something random. A lot of things has been happening, i'm back with her, but we're so called friends, i don't know, it's a very perplexed situation that i myself can't resolve. Life's just to unfathomable and abstract for me, so now, i just gave up trying to understand it , But i haven't gave up improving it, I've been trying to conceptualize my life and put it on a straight path, it's a working process, it doesn't take overnight to achieve results, it takes time . I've been trying to scrutinize my life but it never works out, i know that it's such a paradox, but i just felt that it needed some soul-searching and a dash of faith.
Ok, whatever it is, life and soul-searching has to take a hold. Now,i've been busy packing up my stuff as i'll be moving to yishun soon, but for now i'll be staying over at this pious uncle of mine, I'LL BE DEAD. so that means, i'll still be in tampines for a few more weeks, and after that, i'll be in yishun, a new life, a new adventure awaits.
5:09 PM
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Nous rock de la maison!
The guys with Mr neelan. And ouh yeah , he was the only teacher in my secondary that was actual generous enough to treat the whole class to swensens and the bill came up to $498 and he said that it was great. WTF?!? haha.
The class with hady mirza(in white cap). the only classs picture i have.
The guys having a blast, IN THE TOILET!
They're very selfish, didn't wanna share their apple crumble with me. haha! just kidding. ok lame.
Meet the trouble-makers! And the guy wearing blue is me! :]
My first & Second brother with me of course,at sentosa.
Had the class outing yesterday, It was pretty good overall, thank god all my planning and the effort i've put in didn't go to waste, Everyone was there except for uzair who had to go to jb to take care of his uncle or something. Had lots of fun, Ordered lots of food, and ouh yeah we also met with hady mirza and the whole class went gaga over him, We took a picture with him and all, then after that we went to yp chill for awhile and went back home like around 9.30. i was too tired and also i had oral the following day. As i was going through my old stuff, I noticed some of the old pictures that was taken when i was still a kid. Soo enjoy the pics !
1:25 AM
Choquant que cela puisse paraître, j'ai déménagé sur
I've decided to recede myself away from you. For my own benefit.you just have to be selfish in life at times and when the situation demands it. Je ne suis quoir. I'm forever confused. Your cajoling won't work no more. Stronger as i turn out to be. This poignant sadness won't go on any further. enough of the emoness. Meeting the class for dinner later on. i'm gonna be as full as a pig i tell ya. Talked to her again, We've decided to talk again after a long period of time, And she said she missed, sweet of her, well she really is, Cause she makes me feel so wonderful, As in she never fails to make smile that mangkok. haha! I really need to loosen up and be insouciant, ok maybe not soo. May the force be with you ! let's rock the house ! aur revoir !
1:25 AM
Contredisant mots.
Ok i'm drop dead tired and i seriously don't know why in the world am i making a post right now, So just bare with me. Had the parent meeting session just now, Mum waited for me in school for half an hour, lol. Mr siva was the one who gave my result slip, as usual, i failed my maths and i failed my science by 2 god damn marks. Everything else was ok. Then i rushed back home like nobody's business , Changed and met dinah and shaida and we went to YP and ate there, Muhsin joined us a little bit later, Met aizat nash and miz , Practising etc etc etc. Your actions are seriously contradicting your words, Can u just make-up that bloody mind of yours ! As i try to to decipher the true you, You have to do your part and understand me. It takes two to tango. Let's Dance!
1:25 AM
Friday, March 7, 2008
Quand vous regardez-moi dans les yeux
A random shot of my pencil case. Uzair while he was sleeping.TGIF ! Glad the week's finally over. Pressure has been maximised, Had another career talk in school just now by some lecturers from TP, The first few talks was a total bore , Then came this white guy, He really had us all, And the greatest thing was that, HE WAS TALKING ABOUT PSYCHOLOGY! And from the way he put's it. I think i still have some hope, unlike the previous career talk that i went to, That lady totally demoralised and daunted me, Whereas this guy's talk was titllating and also very motivating. goal for now:study hard and get into a psychology course or a back-up plan would be the CMM course, go figure what that is. Embellishing this beatiful life god has blessed me with. Some random pics taken in bio class just now and yes, it's edited.
3:34 PM
Monday, March 3, 2008
Un état de confusion
As i sit here and ponder, Are u really worth the thought, Teen love, stupid shit. lol. ok, i've doubts in u, please clear a.s.a.p. and this friday i've a parent meeting session, ouh god please be with me, I'm gonna be deadmeat as they'll be giving the result slip for my common test. ok enough for now, meeting the guys and girl later at starbucks to resume my english homework, till then, Aur revoir!
6:29 PM
Confused dans son monde
change of hearts and mind, wrong perception, devastated, lost in a world known to him, What should i do ? improvise, how ? move on, that'll be great. confused, yes. Backstabbing friends, lot's of em'. part and parcel of life, tolerance is key, patience is a virtue. Ouh god please be with me, Amen.
6:29 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
Quand l'amour emplit l'air
The face of someone who has fallen in love. LOL. we'll see how far this will go. Ouh yeah, super fun day, went to watch The eye, it was ok , not too scary. then went to julie's pit, since i've promised her i'll go, it won't be nice if i didn't . Soo i rushed there straight after the movies, It was a hell of a time waiting for a cab. but yeah, Overall it was ok . melting hearts. sweetnes. lol. go figure. aur revoir !
12:05 AM
may the force be with you
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after tomorrow but before today
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